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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Ilya bottoms and Shane leaves.

    But, after Shane leaves him, Ilya is left with something growing in his stomach.

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    07 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya Rozanov hated Shane Hollander. He had said that to Hollander's face several years ago. He had spit out those words with venom in them, because in that moment, he really did. They had been friends. Good friends, that shared secrets and laughed together. Good friends, that glanced at each other a bit too often. Until they weren’t. Their friendship crashed and burned.

    When they met again at the International Prospect Cup in 2009, Rozanov tried to keep his distance. But he simply couldn't help it.

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    Ilya and Shane meet at a hockey summer camp when they're thirteen. Over the course of the next decade and a half, they have The Most Complicated Situationship™ and navigate love, loss, masculinity and queerness– all while fighting for each other and for the sport they love.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    "There’s more to mental health than just suicide, moy lyubimiy," Ilya reminded him gently. "You know this."

    A Tampa player's brother commits suicide, and the press are determined to get a statement from Ilya.

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    22 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    When Ilya arrives at Shane’s remote lakeside cottage, he’s chasing silence, escape, and the fragile hope of belonging. But peace is short-lived. The shadows of his past are patient, and healing doesn’t come without a cost. As love deepens and old wounds resurface, Ilya is forced to confront not just what he’s running from but who he might become if he stops running.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

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    19 Jan 2026