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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Gabriel was furious, hurt, exhausted. Nico should’ve seen that. Should’ve known to tread carefully. But still, somehow, that hadn’t stopped him from losing his temper with him in front of the whole team.
    And now Nico was starting to get desperate.
    He had been combing through the paddock for over an hour now, searching for any trace of his rookie teammate — and coming up empty every time.

    or,
    Nico is an asshole to an overwhelmed Gabi, Max and Fernando worry and Gabi seeks comfort in old friends.

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    Whumptober - Day 3, “I look in people’s windows, transfixed by rose golden glows.” / Isolation / Candlelight / Found Family

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    20 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Daniel releases a breath before turning back to Max. The kid is pale, shaking like a leaf and staring past Daniel towards where his father just exited. “Max,” he goes to put a hand on his shoulder but decides against, letting the hand awkwardly fall back to his side. “Are you alright?” 

    “Why - why would you do that?” There's a heat behind the words Daniel hadn't been expecting. 

    “A thank you would suffice.” He can’t help but throw back. He’s not sure exactly what he had been expecting. Certainly not the kid to bow down and start praising his name. But he hadn’t been expecting hostility. 

    “Why would I- what did you do?” Panic is creeping in, and while Daniel would have expected it around the time that bright red handprint appeared on his face, now, when his father is actually gone?
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    Daniel stands up for Max when Jos takes things too far. The result is... unexpected.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    The girl turns to Oscar and gives him a hug. All the while Logan is left to stand there, arm extended to return the phone with sweaty palms, praying for the interaction to end. A twing in his heart echos in the emptiness of it.

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    And then Oscar wins his first ever Formula 1 Grand Prix, leaving Logan behind in the dusts of P19.

    He finds himself mourning as he stands with shaking legs and looks over at his best friend hugging his team.

    [...]

     

    pause, then Alex talks again:
    "I think I'll need to show you some of those Lance-Fernando edits"


    Logan can't help but compare himself to Oscar, over and over again. He struggles with doubts about belonging, self-worth and trusting Alex in the truth; that it'll all be fine eventually.

     

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    4x Logan feels like the most hated driver,
    4x Logan feels welcomed,
    1x someone else is the most hated

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    12 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Max Verstappen learns early that survival is a helmet covering the softest parts of his face, a silence you don’t test, a love you earn by being compliant. Years later, the grid decides he’s too violent to be accepted, until the small wrongness of Max's actions begin to stack, and someone finally looks long enough to see what’s been hiding in plain sight. This is about the shape of a childhood you can’t outrun, and the terrifying and fragile beginning of Max being met with more instead of less.

    Ok I was inspired by the song "forwards beckon rebound" by Adrianne Lenker so I wrote this using the lyrics to illustrate the progression of Max being abused all the way into F1 before the other racers begin to notice and eventually try to help him. It has the lyrics woven throughout, and if this isn't something your interested in, just ignore the lyrics they aren't really a big part of this and it can be read entirely independently from the song.

    OR: If you relate to Max Verstappen and wonder what it was like coming into F1 as a kid with an abusive father—read this.

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    05 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Five times in which Esteban was protective of Ollie and one time where Ollie was protective of Esteban

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    01 Apr 2026