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“Have we ever kissed before?”
Hanbin froze.
His entire body stilled, and he blinked down at Hao with wide eyes. His heart skipped—no, slammed—a beat.
“What?” he whispered, barely able to get the word out.
Hao blinked slowly, still watching him. “I couldn’t bring him home tonight,” he muttered. “He smelled like you.”
Hao had a pretty good life with his roommates, Hanbin and Gyuvin. Sure, he was dealing with his own dramatic mess, but maybe the real turning point was when someone dropped the bomb—Hanbin, his roommate and best friend of seven years, had actually been in love with him this whole time!
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17 Oct 2025
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It takes him a couple months to realize that he's popular even beyond his small circle. That people whisper about him on campus because they find him handsome. That they don't suspect anything at all—he's just a pretty boy they can admire, giggle over, crush on.
It's heady, this victory.
And it's easier, after that, to sink into the burgeoning love he has for his own body. This body that he has so carefully shaped: surgery; hormone therapy; late night or early morning gym sessions to get some muscle definition, sneaking swims in the school pool after hours so no one would see the scars on his chest; hours of following vocal lessons online to change his voice; hours practicing how to walk, how to carry himself, how to blend in with his cis peers. He carved Zhang Hao into existence piece by bloody piece and he's proud of who he's become.
Or: It has been a long, difficult road from a quiet house in Fujian to arena stages in Seoul. Now, Zhang Hao struggles to balance idol life with secrets that he has kept buried for years, and then there is this love for Sung Hanbin that just won't die.
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14 Oct 2025
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Hanbin doesn't even like cardio but the weights were on the other side of the gym, away from the windows. Two days a week, in the early mornings when Zhang Hao had swim practice, Hanbin would abandon her regular gym and stay on the treadmill in the pool gym for a solid ninety minutes just to watch her swimming below. Upon learning of this, Zhang Hao had called her a creep then promptly sat on her face.
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29 Sep 2025
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Hao really wishes he were into older, cool dudes, but the universe has not granted him this blessing. Instead, he is into losers.
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23 Sep 2025
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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22 Sep 2025