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Next time, Aki told Makima. Next time, he wanted to tell Angel. I would do that next time. We can do it next time. Would there ever be a next time? Would there ever be a tomorrow, even?
It’s such an impossible, stupid thing, to hope for a future that neither of them can have. That doesn't stop either of them from wanting it anyway.
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12 Dec 2025
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As he watches Angel stand calf deep in the water, bathed in sunlight and happy, Aki realizes two things.
One is that he is hopelessly in love with him.
And two-
“I never thanked you,” Aki winces at the way his voice cracks and Angel looks up at him from where he’s crouched to watch the small fish swim by. He’s visibly confused, tilting his head enough that the tips of his hair dip into the water. “For saving me that day on the beach.”
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09 Dec 2025
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Dizzily, Kaveh blinks up. His back is pressed into the nylon bedroll, legs spread open to accommodate strong hips.
Alhaitham kisses him like Kaveh’s breath is his lifeline. Maybe it is.
“Prove it, Kaveh,” Alhaitham groans into his mouth. “Prove to me that you don’t want to hide this.”
Kaveh squirms up against his junior, desperate for friction. “How am I supposed to do that?”
“By not hiding this.” His tone is gritty, demanding, serious like an elegy. “I want you to be loud.”
Discussing hieroglyphs in Deshret’s temple quickly becomes heated. What starts as a disagreement over symbols devolves into an argument about ideology, about personality, and about… relationships.
Alhaitham and Kaveh diffuse the tension in the best way they know how: a little experimentation.
(Or — Alhaitham becomes an ass-eating champ in 10k words or less.)
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- Part 2 of sex education
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03 Dec 2025
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The man tugs a little too tight on his hair, and something in Kaveh’s brain short-circuits. Wine and sleep-deprivation crackle between his synapses; white flame bursts behind his eyes. Suddenly, the hands in his hair don’t belong to the Kshahrewar graduate—they belong to someone much younger, much more familiar, whose skin smells like coffee and parchment and mint.
Without thinking, Kaveh moans, "Haitham."
He’s suspended in the moment for what could be eons; every second is blissful. Warmth coils at the base of his belly. This is good. This is—
Wait.
Wait.
Seemingly out of the blue, Kaveh comes to realize his dear junior is... well, hot.
If only he could do something about it.
(And by "something," Kaveh means: blow Alhaitham into the next life.)
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- Part 1 of sex education
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Aki nodded, a bit dazed. Neither of their attempts at casualness were totally natural. What to do when your devil buddy showed an odd interest in speedrunning the intimate rituals of human soothing and affection was not part of the training he and Morikawa had been subjected to, nor was what to do when you start feeling that desire in the opposite direction.
But they had emphasized from day one to trust your gut when it came to devils. Said that it was usually right.
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Angel finds Aki crying at work and tries out some human methods of soothing.Bookmarked by Neinner
30 Nov 2025