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Next time, Aki told Makima. Next time, he wanted to tell Angel. I would do that next time. We can do it next time. Would there ever be a next time? Would there ever be a tomorrow, even?
It’s such an impossible, stupid thing, to hope for a future that neither of them can have. That doesn't stop either of them from wanting it anyway.
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12 Dec 2025
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As he watches Angel stand calf deep in the water, bathed in sunlight and happy, Aki realizes two things.
One is that he is hopelessly in love with him.
And two-
“I never thanked you,” Aki winces at the way his voice cracks and Angel looks up at him from where he’s crouched to watch the small fish swim by. He’s visibly confused, tilting his head enough that the tips of his hair dip into the water. “For saving me that day on the beach.”
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09 Dec 2025
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Dizzily, Kaveh blinks up. His back is pressed into the nylon bedroll, legs spread open to accommodate strong hips.
Alhaitham kisses him like Kaveh’s breath is his lifeline. Maybe it is.
“Prove it, Kaveh,” Alhaitham groans into his mouth. “Prove to me that you don’t want to hide this.”
Kaveh squirms up against his junior, desperate for friction. “How am I supposed to do that?”
“By not hiding this.” His tone is gritty, demanding, serious like an elegy. “I want you to be loud.”
Discussing hieroglyphs in Deshret’s temple quickly becomes heated. What starts as a disagreement over symbols devolves into an argument about ideology, about personality, and about… relationships.
Alhaitham and Kaveh diffuse the tension in the best way they know how: a little experimentation.
(Or — Alhaitham becomes an ass-eating champ in 10k words or less.)
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- Part 2 of sex education
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03 Dec 2025
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The man tugs a little too tight on his hair, and something in Kaveh’s brain short-circuits. Wine and sleep-deprivation crackle between his synapses; white flame bursts behind his eyes. Suddenly, the hands in his hair don’t belong to the Kshahrewar graduate—they belong to someone much younger, much more familiar, whose skin smells like coffee and parchment and mint.
Without thinking, Kaveh moans, "Haitham."
He’s suspended in the moment for what could be eons; every second is blissful. Warmth coils at the base of his belly. This is good. This is—
Wait.
Wait.
Seemingly out of the blue, Kaveh comes to realize his dear junior is... well, hot.
If only he could do something about it.
(And by "something," Kaveh means: blow Alhaitham into the next life.)
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- Part 1 of sex education
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Aki nodded, a bit dazed. Neither of their attempts at casualness were totally natural. What to do when your devil buddy showed an odd interest in speedrunning the intimate rituals of human soothing and affection was not part of the training he and Morikawa had been subjected to, nor was what to do when you start feeling that desire in the opposite direction.
But they had emphasized from day one to trust your gut when it came to devils. Said that it was usually right.
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Angel finds Aki crying at work and tries out some human methods of soothing.Bookmarked by Neinner
30 Nov 2025
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Out of all of the schemes Hugo has concocted over the years, it's about time to enact his most desperate one yet: babytrapping his ex.
Tiếng ViệtBookmarked by Neinner
28 Nov 2025
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This sure was a wild ride. I feel like I went through the whole spectrum of human emotion back and forth while reading this.
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“Congratulations, Mr. Vlad. You’re pregnant!”
“…Come again?”
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It takes only one night and a slim chance for Hugo to get pregnant.
Neither he nor Lycaon expected it, but they work through the uncertainties to welcome their baby into the world.
※ Not explicitly A/B/O, but you can imagine it that way if it suits you!
※ Self-indulgent mush. May be OOCSeries
- Part 3 of Parent’s Embrace Series
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28 Nov 2025
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Let's take a lunch break by ivorygreen
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
07 Nov 2025
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He wasn't always like this. He didn't stray away from physical touch previously. It all started once his ex boyfriend would physically put his hands on him and touch him in ways that are still imprinted in his mind.
Angel doesn't think he’ll ever trust another person to touch him again. Even if he wanted to.
Or, Angel works in the IT department and Aki's an engineer. He never expected fixing a desktop would lead him to love.
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17 Nov 2025
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The last memory of Angel before he re-enters the cycle of reincarnation for devils.
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15 Nov 2025
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Of course the only way Aki could want something this much was if getting it would kill him.
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13 Nov 2025
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“Corin’s upset that you two are breaking up,” Ellen says. Hugo’s finally gotten a handle at reading her expressions, but she doesn’t make it easy. Still, he’s getting the sense that she is not as unaffected as she tries to appear.
“N-no, I’m not. I mean, well, um, u-upset might be, um, ah -”
“Corin, we’re not breaking up,” Hugo says, getting up to place a comforting hand on her shoulder. The first time he did that and she actually was comforted felt like victory. “We’re just getting a divorce.”
“Yeah, so,” Ellen says, putting her phone in her pocket. Oh god, she actually does care. “Do you hear yourself when you talk?”
or: five (ish) people who learn that lycaon and hugo have been married this whole time and two people who figure out why they're getting a divorce
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- Part 4 of in napoli where love is king
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27 Sep 2025
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Corin tries her very best not to remember what she saw that fateful day all those weeks ago. Whenever she feels her mind wandering off in that general direction, she imagines herself sweeping the writhing mass of the memory under a rug, stomping on it with both feet, and cutting up the rug and the floor beneath it with a chainsaw. The visualization exercise buys her precious moments of peace and serenity and she is able to go about her day.
But ever since the Incident, she’s had questions.
corin connect some dots.
an excerpt from corin's inter-knot search history:
thiren non-thiren pragnent????
can a man get gregnant
pregegnantcy symptoms
if your boss/dad gets his boyfriend(??) prengan do they have to tell you legally?Series
- Part 3 of in napoli where love is king
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27 Sep 2025
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when the stars make you drool just like a pasta e fasule by eunoise
Fandoms: Zenless Zone Zero (Video Game)
26 Apr 2025
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"Tell me to stop," Fenrir growls. "Lucien, you must leave."
Lucien reaches up to take that beloved face between both of his hands. "Never."
Fenrir gives himself up to his instincts and Lucien gives himself up to Fenrir.
This is what they were always meant to do from the moment they locked eyes with each other all those years ago.
They slot their mouths together and take what belongs to them.
"What are you reading?"
Vivian shrieks.
vivian is a fan of werewolf/vampire romance and then comes to the horrible realization that she is a side character in one of them during an attempt to have a civil conversation with the author of her favorite series
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- Part 2 of in napoli where love is king
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27 Sep 2025
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“They’re waiting for us—” Lycaon murmured, his breath heavy against Hugo’s skin, “—to meet them at Ballet Twins Road.”
“It’s a good thing we both decided to get supplies an hour before the actual meetup time, then. As always, your desire to meet societal expectations never fails to piss me off, Lycaon.”
How Hugo was saying that despite his fingers undoing the buttons of Lycaon’s pants was beyond Lycaon’s understanding. That said, they’ve already gotten this far—Lycaon didn’t want to cut it short.
First time was luck, the second time an accident, but a third time? Well, Lycaon was just asking for it. He didn't know that a single mission would so quickly derail the feelings in which he had kept locked away, all that he had hoped to forget began to wash back to the present day.
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24 Sep 2025
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"You've aged." Lycaon says.
Hugo sputters and slaps Lycaon's hand away. "Excuse me?"
"So have I." He's flailing so much that Lycaon is now genuinely worried he might fall.
"I am seventeen," Hugo lies indignantly. "My skin is flawless."
"Truthfully, I never imagined that we would grow this old."
or: 3 times someone from victoria housekeeping found themselves in the middle of whatever the hell is going on with lycaon and hugo and 1 time the two of them finally had some privacy
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- Part 1 of in napoli where love is king
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Instructional Drama: Caring for Your Hugo by lieshues (redheads_maid)
Fandoms: Zenless Zone Zero (Video Game)
09 Apr 2025
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Hugo burns—elegantly, of course—but even elegance trembles under instinct. And Lycaon, ever the sentinel, remains at his side: calm, capable, endlessly attuned to the rhythms of Hugo’s needs. As the heat takes hold, and again when it fades, there are hands to steady, fur to bury into, and silence that says I am here more clearly than any vow.
There is tenderness in care, devotion in the ritual, and a gentle kind of love in the way Lycaon has learned to act out every role Hugo silently casts for him—servant, knight, pillow and the most genuine act, his mate.
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19 Sep 2025
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"Oh, I'm sorry" Hugo justified himself, his voice sounding a little more tense than usual "It's just that Lizzie wanted to pay for the cartoon herself, but her hands can't hold her entire wallet yet. If they caused any inconvenience, I..."
Wise shook his head, interrupting him.
"No, no, it's fine. Here's your videotape. And is Lizzie your..." He couldn't take his eyes off the girl.
"My daughter. Elizabeth"
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06 Sep 2025
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another day of the year by xtwilightzx (blackidyll)
Fandoms: Zenless Zone Zero (Video Game)
20 Aug 2025
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“For the gallery owner,” Lycaon says, presenting the box with a slight bow, “on the opening of his most ambitious art exhibition to date.”
Hugo crosses his arms, unimpressed. “That excuse would be more convincing if I was one of the artists presenting my artwork at this show.”
Still, Hugo knows what this is. They didn't celebrate his birthday either when they were younger, at Hugo’s own request; after the first birthday Hugo weathered since Jack took him in, Lycaon stopped pestering him about it. Yet, Lycaon always found subtle ways to mark the occasion, by gifting him small tokens under various excuses, some more reasonable than others.
It seems some things don’t change, even with the intervening years of estrangement between them.
“All right,” Hugo acquiesces, and gestures at Lycaon to open the box for him. “Impress me.”
(Hugo doesn't care to celebrate his birthday; he'd prefer if everyone treated it as just another day of the year. Even so, his trusted companions still find ways to show their regard and appreciation for him.
Hugo spends a day with Robin and Vivian, with Lycaon, and with a precious memory of the past).
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29 Aug 2025
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“I didn’t lie to her, there was no need. All of my words were true.”
“Oh… interesting. I thought you would mean to be married to your work. Someone did manage to sway the all perfect and immaculate Lycaon. An impressive feat I must say. Who should I send my congratulations to then?”
The Thiren steeled himself. He hesitated for a few heartbeat, tasting the words on his tongue before courage finally found him. He knew there was a risk Hugo would recoil instantly, shrink from his presence alone. Still, he was willing to take this risk; the years of longing worsened the depth of his feeling, and their reunion only broke the shackled of restraints he had placed upon himself.
“You should already know the answer to this, Hugo.”
On an unexpected encounter, Lycaon confessed to Hugo. who wasn't quite ready to accept it yet.
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26 Aug 2025
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“You could have had it all, Lycaon,” Hugo’s voice breaks his lost thought process. His tone is unusually lacking his typical haughtiness. “We could have been everything. I could have given you everything.”
—When glass shatters, it can never be put back the same way again.
[Can be read without the other parts in the series.]
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- Part 1 of Putting Glass Back Together