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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    A soft, needy whine slips out as his hips roll, fucking up against his fingers, chasing friction. He gets lost in the steady rhythm, jerking himself until sweat beads across his brow and his thighs start to tremble. It feels so good. So fucking good.

    Buck drags the tip of his index finger through the slit along the base of his clit, guiding it right over the head before—

    “Fuck,” Buck curses out, spine arching. His hole clenches down around nothing, slicked and begging for something to fill it up. “Shit.”

    He opens his eyes, already reaching toward the bedside table to scrounge for something to fuck himself with.

    Someone says, “Hi, Buck.”

    The door is open now. Huh. He thought he’d closed it. Still half-lost in the haze, Buck rolls over, grabs a toy from the drawer, and absently mutters, “Hey, Eddie.”

    He pauses. The dildo slips from his fingers and clatters against the hardwood floor. Buck rolls over fully, panting hard, and his eyes finally focus on the man leaning against the doorframe.

    Eddie.

    Or: Buck tries to use his own fingers, but Eddie's are always better.

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    11 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    In that brief breath of a moment that it takes Eddie to spot him, he allows himself to just look.

    Eddie seems younger. Lighter. Like someone reached in and lifted the weight off his spine. There are creases at the corners of his eyes from squinting into the sun, and his jaw isn’t set the way it’s been for months now, braced against whatever comes next.

    It’s like they somehow slipped through the cracks of the universe into the reality where they were still just Buck and Eddie, Eddie and Buck, two dysfunctional halves of the same dysfunctional whole, the only thing that always worked even when everything else didn’t.

    Maybe this is all it took, to stop being perceived for a second by the people who know them. A chance to reboot, fall back to default settings. Buck thinks distantly that he would do it again. Every aching muscle, every hour in a middle seat – he would do it a hundred times over just to see Eddie look like that.

    Or, the roadtrip kidnapping fic (where they stop at the motel and kiss and talk before the shit goes down).

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    10 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    “You’re gonna be fine,” says Eddie again, and Buck hates that he can parse out the slight waver that wasn’t there the first time. Buck doesn’t have the heart to disagree with him, even if they both know it isn’t true.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “You ever known anyone who sleepwalks?”
    Buck pauses, brow furrowing mid-sip. “Uh… yeah, actually. Maddie used to say I did when I was a kid. I’d stand in her room and creep her out until she gave me cereal or something. Why?”
    “Just curious,” Eddie shrugs, casual as hell. “Heard a story the other day.”

     

    5 times Eddie catches Buck sleepwalking, and the one time he doesn't.

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    15 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Eddie figured that maybe they wouldn’t want anything to do with him anymore, after he tried to kill himself again, but was instead taken by the EMTs to the hospital.

    The next morning, Eddie found himself in the room alone, which confirmed his fears that maybe Buck and Christopher were better off without him.

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    15 Dec 2025