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There Will be Feasting and Dancing in Jerusalem Next Year by Zeke21
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Jan 2023
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“Dean,” he says, beginning to pace up and down – slow and awkward against the current. “Please, tell me you’re not saying that you’re going to…please tell me you’re safe.”
“Of course m’not fucking safe, Sammy, why do you think I called? I thought –” Dean’s voice cracks off. “I thought you’d be able to tell me I’m wrong.”Sam's in California trying to get a life. Dean's in Oregon trying to get a ghost. They talk on the phone.
(The point is that being lonely when you're 20 is exciting but being lonely when you're 24 feels like death)
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17 Sep 2026
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“It doesn’t matter now anyway,” John interrupts. “I need to talk to you about something,” his eyes flit back to Jess. “Alone.”
“No,” Sam steps back, winds an arm around her waist. He’s tense, she can feel him vibrating against her. She squeezes him back, subtly. “You have something to say, you say it here.”
She can see the conflict play out over John’s face. He’s stubborn, she’s sensing that’s probably where Sam gets it from, but there’s something else at play here, something that had him breaking into his estranged son’s apartment after four years.
“It’s your brother,” he says eventually, and Jess feels Sam’s sharp inhale like an electric shock. “He’s on a hunting trip, and he hasn’t been home in a few days.”
It's Season One! Or is it Season Four? I'm confused. Let's find out together!
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17 Sep 2026
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Cas is twenty-seven, depressed, and at the end of his rope. After many years of contemplating suicide, he decides it’s finally time to pull the literal trigger. But Cas is scared. He knows he needs encouragement, peer pressure to push himself off the edge of the cliff, so he finds a partner online.
Dean Winchester is a guy that Cas only knows in passing. He’s charming, bold, and absolutely the last person Cas expected for a suicide partner. But he’ll do.
A story about Dean and Cas falling in love with each other, and with life itself.
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07 Sep 2026
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Dean is three years sober when Cas comes back into town.
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For a moment, they just stare at each other. Dean, once again, has to swallow the urge to offer to swallow something else. It's very hard to resist the gut-wrenching pull of want that hooks in his chest whenever he looks at Cas. And to think, he used to have him, used to be able to act on that want.
God, he's so fucking stupid.
Well, there's no point in kicking himself three years later for shit he can't change. He'll just sit right here and pretend that his fingers aren't twitching with the urge to reach out and touch. He can't do that anymore, and it's his own damn fault.
"Three years ago," Cas prompts.
Dean huffs a weak laugh. "Yeah. Eventful."
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01 Sep 2026
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Movie star Dean Winchester has a sex tape leak just weeks before going on a big PR tour. The public’s reaction is mixed to say the least, so to placate his nervous little brother, Dean agrees to beef up his personal security.
Castiel Novak is a professional bodyguard usually dealing with high-risk cases. Looking after a celebrity for a few months should be no problem. Unfortunately he quickly realizes that the biggest threat to Dean Winchester’s health and safety is Dean himself. Especially his sexual behavior.
[In which Dean is a submissive who plays neither safe nor sane and Castiel is an experienced Dom who finds it hard to stay out of it]
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08 Aug 2026