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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Wait actually I can’t do this this is too much way too much i think we need to reschedule
    Mmm another their stuck in … fic solid stuff OH MY FUCKING GOD THEY HIT THE FUCKING PENTAGON
    Shane says, “We can’t. We can’t. But say it again.”
    “Shane,” Ilya whispers, and his voice sounds almost as shaky as Shane’s trembling, stuttering heart. “Let’s get married.” hei i think that is one of the best things ive heard and the kiss at center ice and the i love you right before that yeah u can’t just do that im gonna throw up my heart cant handle this its fucking perfect

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Dumbest co-dependent motherfuckers i love it bro

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    After their tempestuous breakup, Shane never wanted to see Ilya again.

    But his best friend, Rose Landry, decided to marry Ilya's ex, Svetlana Vetrova.

    And then the two women died in a car accident, leaving their only child in Shane and Ilya's care.

    Inspired by "life as we know it"

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    When Ilya called him Shane, it was too much so he ran away.
    Twenty years later, married to a movie star and a father to three girls, Shane re-encounters the love of his life in the least expected place.
    Now that the next generation also presents a heated rivalry, can these two idiots find their way back into each other's lives?

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    09 Jul 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Fuck ma nii elevil like it works, shane nii nii kurb ja ilya nii õnnelik ja see longing ja time lost fuuucckkk bluud im kicking my feet and giggling nii hea appi ilya pulling pigtails flirting ja kui julge shane on kirjutades ja tüdrukud on nii armsad ja lisavad hea layeri thelonging goes crazy nad muutund aga samad
    Te teete nalja praegu see rollercoaster of emotions date nii armas, fleeting touches all the time ja siis uisutama kus kõik on lihtsam ja see flirtimine ja suspense ja seks kontoris fuck nii hea and lets not forget “do u still like to get on ur knees” and “do u still like to come with something in ur mouth” ilya rozanov ma olen actually unwell JA SIIIIS see tüli fakt et ilya plaanis ja teadis et ei näe enam shane ja tahtis et ta oleks ta peale pahane ja selle pärast ei suudelnud teda ja ignos ja oli külm nagu tevalislt ma oleks nagu iu see cringe just bebetter aga siin see töötab ja on lihtsalt gut wrenching for both, i am sat ma lis ei suuda lõpetada nii palju emotsioone ja mõtteid
    The way nad liikusid edasi sellest ja läksid kokku ja olid õnnelikud kuid all the problems were just simmering and no matter what it was never enough for either of them
    Ma pole vist kordagi nii palju nutnud fici pärast
    Ilya feeling that shane does not want to be in hislife that all the things he loves are too much
    Shane wanting to just feel normal and good but no matter what he tries it just does not work and is always off oh okey just shoot me now cus i actually can’t i feel so unwell right now
    Siuke tunne nagu mu enda break up oleks olnud sick to my stomach
    “This is why Vegas was easier for you / I was trying so hard to do it right this time”  ughhhhhh. They are both still stuck in Vegas,
    Shane breaking down and finally saying “him” to his dad like shut the fuck up so so ill rn
    Seeing how parenthood chanted Ilya, how being alone all those years made Shane's issues so much worse.
    Tra mul tulid pisarad silma kui nägin et lõpuks uus peatükk i am so scared—shane teraapia on nii healing for me fuckkkkk again and again the longing goes crazy
    Tra ma hakkan ulguma see siin on nii oluline minu jaoks lis see lugu fuck больше больше больше
    Raaahhhh süda täis armastust
    Bro maolen iga hommiku ärkand ja ootand aga ei midagi ja siis täna ei vaatand ja karjatasin kui nägin
    Tra see edging palun palun palun lõppe aga samas kõik mis on juhtund on olnud nii perfektne ma ei suuda enam see siin on nii fucking tähtis mulle
    Ma for real nutan sest see fic on nii tähtis mulle üks päev ma loen selle korraga läbi ja then i will pass
    Mf we made it we made it to the fucking cabin nii hea see kuidas nad lis ei suutnud end kontrollida ja nii nii väga tahtsid aga ka et kõik oleks hea ja shane mr tell me to get on my knees also call back to the ice rink yuh yuh shane pea vaikne ilya pea vaikne minu pea vaikne alsooo see shower seks ka eepiline hit the spot ma ei suuda uskuda et nad pole ikka veel ily ütlend
    Shane hoolitseb nii hästi ja tüdrukud nii armsad ja essa pool ily tra lõpeta see edgimine ja see lõpu vestlus ilya u are so brave to stay to survive i can’t
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