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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Complete at 42 chapters (for now at least).

    Harry Styles is the most adored man in the world. Louis Tomlinson is pretending he doesn't care.
    Years after their private implosion, a mandatory meeting to settle the band's remaining debt pulls them back into each other's orbit. What starts as lawyers and paperwork ends with Harry in Louis's bed and Louis remembering exactly why he spent a decade trying to forget.
    Because some addictions you don't recover from. Some people you don't get over. And some promises are the only ones worth keeping.

    This is a story about two men learning that freedom isn't just financial. It's looking at the person who destroyed you and rebuilt you in equal measure, and choosing them anyway.

    Content notes: Explicit sexual content. References to past substance abuse, industry exploitation, and closeting. Panic attacks and anxiety. Angst with a hard-won happy ending.

    "You're the worst thing I've ever been addicted to, and the only one I never really wanted to quit."

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    09 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    Ten years after One Direction’s hiatus, an old contract clause forces the band to reunite for one final album, or face legal fallout. What begins as an unwelcome obligation soon reopens old wounds and buried loyalties.

    Niall tries to keep spirits up; Louis meets it with defiance; Harry keeps his distance. And Liam, steadier now, but still haunted by the past, must face the one person he’s never truly moved on from: Zayn.

    Back in the studio, nostalgia blurs into resentment, and something deeper stirs beneath the noise, proof that the past they tried to escape was never really gone.

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    08 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Harry and Louis haven’t spoken sober in almost six years, and with the horror Harry reveals to Louis over the phone in October 2024, Louis wishes it had stayed that way.

    After the news of Liam’s death, the rest of One Direction decides to take some time off together to grieve and heal some wounds form the past. But maybe some things might never be healed if people are still keeping secrets from each other.
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    This story is about grieving and healing, of letting go and forgiving, and about finding one’s way back to friendship and love.

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    09 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    Louis never thought he had a problem. Sure, he dabbled, took some pills here, took a line there, but it was all just part of the fun. Until his mum found a bag of molly in his sock drawer and shipped him off to rehab for ten weeks before he could even think of an excuse.

    Harry on the other hand, has always known he had a problem. He just never thought anyone else would notice. But when his mum caught him stealing her tilidine perscription she shipped him off as well, whether it was because she cared or was annoyed her pill bottle kept emptying itself, Harry wasn‘t sure.

    Thrown together in a place neither of them wanted to be, Louis and Harry form an unlikely bond, one built on whispered confessions during sleepless nights, quiet companionship in group therapy and the raw, aching need to be understood. As the months turn into years they get closer and closer until they‘re essentially attached at the hip.

    Recovery isn‘t linear. There are victories and relapses, progress and and backslides. But through it all, Louis has his people, Zayn, Niall, Oli and Eleanor, his found family, the ones who refuse to give up on him despite being just as messed up as he was. Slowly but surely, they become Harry‘s family too.

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    22 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    Harry is just an ordinary college student, wondering how long he can put off his art projects and if it's possible to live off of only ramen and mac 'n cheese. Oh, and if his medical alert bracelet is really necessary. His part time jobs as a barista and a photographer for a major newspaper help pay the bills, but when he gets assigned the task of photographing the upcoming professional football match, he can't believe his luck. He has been given permission to legally stalk his idol, centre forward for the Doncaster Rovers, Louis Tomlinson!

    Louis Tomlinson is a famous football player, and the object of millions of girls' and guys' dreams. For Louis, the life of a celebrity is nothing to complain about. He can walk into any bar and leave with his choice of men to take home. The only problem is, it's hard to keep secrets when constantly under a spotlight. What the world doesn't know is that he's gay, and he's determined to keep it that way. Louis struggles to keep his deep, dark secret out of the public knowledge, but a certain green-eyed brat is making that exceptionally difficult.

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    27 Mar 2025