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Merry Christmas.
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28 Dec 2025
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Osamu's name sat on his lockscreen with every other notification as he watched the numbers change from 1AM to 6AM to 8PM and now he'd lost the day and missed his shift. Atsumu called, and Rintarou listened to the insistent buzzing as if it'd rewind the time.
The thing about depression, though, is you think you remember the feeling, the apathy, the ache, but it doesn’t really hit until you're back in that state, pathetic and static with bones of brick and your chest an anchor. You're sinking and your lungs are full of water and all you can see is the surface getting further and further away as silent pleas leave your lips and float in bubbles, to never reach the sky.
You are a rock at the bottom of the sea. You are a cloud, weeping and shifting and falling. You are a lost toy, a discarded rag, a guitar riff forgotten.
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Suna Rintarou's journey to feeling better.
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26 Dec 2025
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After all the holiday parties this week, Osamu thought Rintarou would want nothing more than to just sleep.
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26 Dec 2025
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Miya Atsumu is happier than he’s been in years.
His hair is blond. His volleyball career is flourishing. He feels safe again, and he is head-over-heels in love with his roommate-slash-boyfriend, Sakusa Kiyoomi— Japan’s very own Spider-Man.
Unfortunately, trouble begins to brew as another Spider-Man enters their lives. Oikawa Tooru— Argentina’s Spider-Man— has more secrets than one can count. Secrets that he refuses to talk about. Secrets that irreparably damaged him.
Secrets, that unfortunately, lead to the corruption of Sakusa’s mind.
In order to save his boyfriend, Atsumu is forced to step back into the hero-world with Oikawa at his side. They hate everything about one another, but as time begins to run out, and innocent blood begins to spill, the two of them must stick together in order to survive.
Much too late, Atsumu quickly realizes there is no such thing as saving Oikawa.
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- Part 2 of I Wish I Knew Series
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21 Dec 2025
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Sakusa Kiyoomi was once Spider-Man, the most loved hero in all of Osaka. However, when a villain with the power to alter memory changed Sakusa's life forever, he gave up being Spider-Man for good.
On the second anniversary of Spider-Man's disappearance, Sakusa's ghosts have come back to haunt him. His secret identity slips out during a freak accident, and the villain that almost killed him has finally made a return. The worst thing, however, is that Miya Atsumu is in need of a place to stay. And Sakusa is the only one with an empty bedroom.
As Sakusa is slowly forced into the spotlight once more, as relationships break and people forget their loved one's names, Sakusa begins to learn his biggest lesson yet.
That he is far from being the only one with a secret.
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- Part 1 of I Wish I Knew Series
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21 Dec 2025