15 Bookmarks by Phatcat

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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Luring Shane's new boyfriend into a bathroom, spilling a drink on a Hollywood A-lister and mildly upsetting a flock of nuns was not exactly plan A. It may not even have been any of the plans B through Y. But the great thing about arriving at plan Z was that he didn't have to make sensible choices any more. He had no choice left at all.

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    Back in 2017 Shane Hollander doesn't get his bell rung in the game against Boston, and Ilya breaks things off that evening. It's best for both of them. Ilya needs to work on finding a woman he likes enough to keep around, and Shane deserves to be with a good guy. Someone who would make his world bigger, not smaller. Even if that means Ilya has a black pit where his heart should be when he lifts the Stanley Cup for the second time a few months later.

    So when Shane shows up to the 2018 All Stars blushing and smiling at his phone Ilya starts the weekend off determined to be happy for him. He ends the weekend out of options, out of dignity and completely out of left socks. Time to burn everything down -may the best asshole win.

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    27 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane Hollander was a man of routine, of order. Which is probably why he loved law so much. To him, it was black and white. The bad people went to jail, and the good did not. However there was nothing black and white about the notorious Rozanov crime family's beloved prince Ilya Rozanov.

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    6/?
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    79
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    22 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov came to Duke University with a plan: to win a championship, get drafted as the #1 pick in the NBA, then leave Duke and become an NBA Hall of Famer.

    Everything is going according to plan.

    Well. Was. It was going to plan.

    Because he meets Shane Hollander, and suddenly all he can think about is his freckles and how to steal him from his stupid boyfriend, who also happens to be Ilya's teammate.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    There’s what feels like a million alpha scents oozing out from the cracks of the ornate double doors he’s paused in front of. Logically he knows it’s just a hundred. A hundred alphas and their beta chaperones. A hundred alphas carefully vetted by his mom even though omega matching balls are sixty years out of date. They’d whipped this one up special, just for him.

    Because he’s Shane Hollander.

    He’s got two Stanley Cups and he’s the face of so many different brands that had wanted to show they were all about the ‘modern omega’. Shane sure as fucking hell hadn’t felt like a modern omega when Crowell had unearthed an archaic rule from the depths of the league handbooks.

    Omegas must be mated by the age of 25 to be eligible to continue to play.

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    11/?
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    14 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya has never been able to control the way that time pulls at him. It takes it when he wants, leaves him where it will. But no matter where he lands, Shane has always known him.

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    Or, Ilya is a time traveler and Shane is his anchor.

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    5/7
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    11 Apr 2026

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    What if Shane, on the night he died with a ring still in his pocket and apologies still on his lips, was given an impossible gift? What if the love of his life's own mother—the woman whose death haunted her son, whose spirit had been bound to earth by grief and unfinished love—offered him a chance to go back?

    Not to the moment of the crash, but further.

    All the way back.

    To the summer before.

    What if Shane could keep every memory of thirty-one years of life, every fight, every kiss, every sacrifice, every moment he was too afraid to say the words that mattered most and do it all over again?

    The universe is full of knots, a ghostly Irina tells him.

    And sometimes, if you're lucky, a thread can be rewoven.

    FYI, the block button and I are besties.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Chronic soulmate transference syndrome (C-STS) is diagnosed when one or both bondmates report experiencing regular impacting transference (i.e. preventing an individual from completing everyday tasks like work or maintaing personal hygiene) for 1) more than 3 hours at a time 2) more than 3 times a week 4) over 3 or more months.
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    It was unsettling, almost nauseating in its wrongness to realize that while her son’s body was in front of her, Yuna had no idea who the person inside it was. She had never heard of soulmate transference looking like this before.

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    6/?
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    04 Apr 2026

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    In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.

    Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.

    Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.

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    10/?
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    03 Apr 2026

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    Shane is an accountant for the Mafia and does a routine audit. Nothing is routine for Ilya Rozanov.

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    13/?
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    3,330
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    30 Mar 2026

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    “Is Boston even interested.”

    Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.

    “Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.

     

    Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
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    29 Mar 2026

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    After being outed and tripping on game 7, Shane wakes up in a hotel in Saskatchewan - confused and in a body that doesn’t fit him quite right, and his parents sleeping in the bed next to him.

    Despite confusion, he decides to do what he does best - go for a run and make a plan while he does it.

    1. It seems to be 2008, the exact day he met Ilya all those years ago
    2. He, possibly, has a chance to fall in love all over again
    3. There is no way in hell that he’ll spend another decade pining and yearning at long distance
    4. He has no clue how he is going to do it - but he’ll make sure Ilya Rozanov will be his, sooner rather than later this time around

    Shane returns to the hotel room a bit more with it, and now with a plan. To woo Ilya Rozanov at first sight and to, this time, win the prospect cup. However, a certain russian shaped wrench will be thrown in Shane’s thought out plans.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
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    28 Mar 2026

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    Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.

    Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.

    And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.

    A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.

    Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)

    Slow-burn progression.

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    Chapters:
    28/?
    Comments:
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    27 Mar 2026

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    The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.

    They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    4,312
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    8,869
    Bookmarks:
    3,165
    Hits:
    226,354

    20 Mar 2026

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    Welcome to the Ultimate Game.

    If you’re looking for a chronicle of redemption or, worse yet, a fairy tale ending with a kiss under the snow, you’ve walked into the wrong locker room. This is the story of a sabotage.

    For ten years, the hockey world has feasted on the rivalry between two captains with the same hunger one brings to a public execution. And us? We served them the blood on a silver platter, while in the shadows of hotel rooms in Montreal or Boston, we exchanged fluids and secrets with the precision of two spies in enemy territory.

    They believe the ice is a sanctuary of heterosexual secrets. They don’t realize that while they were betting on our next elbow to the face, they were witnessing a long, violent decade of foreplay.

    Now, it’s time for El Plan.

    Shane is the butterfly flapping its wings on an underwear billboard. I am the tornado about to level the entire NHL.

    Grab your popcorn. It’s going to be a beautiful massacre.

    My name is Ilya Rozanov, and you can thank me later.

    Or: how Shane and Ilya gaslit the entire world by officially "starting to date" in 2020.

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    Chapters:
    7/8
    Comments:
    401
    Kudos:
    1,908
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    Hits:
    37,887

    18 Mar 2026

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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

    Language:
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    Words:
    11,228
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    65
    Kudos:
    1,472
    Bookmarks:
    323
    Hits:
    29,136

    17 Mar 2026

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