Pirategaz
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You were the only thing I loved more than the high
They tell you that love can save you.
They don’t tell you what happens when it doesn’t.
I met you on one of my maybe worst days and somehow you became my best.
You saw something in me. Even when I kept choosing the needle over everything else.
Over you, over us. Over life.
This is the story of almost getting clean, almost getting better and almost choosing love.
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Regulus Black & Barty crouch is addicts
James and Evan is two social workers
Remus is a priest and Sirius is the sin
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James Potter just tries to hold on, he tries to do greater things - he tries to not throw his life under that bus but it’s so hard when the things that will kill him just appear right in front of him.
Like a line or like a person.
Barty just tries to find love, even though he’s so scared when it’s lingering there right in front of him, so close to touch, so close to crush it - and Evan just watches, doesn’t speak or tell so Barty acts like everything is fine, when it really isn’t.
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Regulus black is an addict and denial, James Potter tries his best, Barty crouch fucks his bestfriend brainless and Evan Rosier just watch, but not in the good way - he watches and he breaks.
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”Im not afraid of you, when will you fucking understand that?” Evan held Barty's head pressed close to his chest, stroking his fingers through his hair, it was soft brown - it was perfect. He was perfect like this, soft and close - not cold and dangerous, that was all an act - Evan is sure about that.
”You should be Evan..” Barty mumbled, sound muffled by the fabric of Evan’s shirt and his chest. Evan just shaked his head again, stubbornly.
”But I’m not, have me, devour me, taste me”
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Evan is human, Regulus is a sex addicted vampire that only wants James - but he is a sucker to see people fall apart from just his touch. Sirius is trying to be the better brother by not drinking human blood - the family does not approve - and then he falls in love with a werewolf. Barty is a loner, has been for a century, but when he sees Evan - he knows, he needs him. But can he control his bloodthirst? Probably not, but he will try.
Rosekiller, jegulus and wolfstar
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In the mind of Sirius black - One shots by Pirategaz
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
25 Jan 2026
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Just putting everything that goes through my mind here with Remus and Sirius as my main characters. It will contain heavy topics, self harm, suicidal thoughts, drug use, heavy drug use. And sex. Haha.
It’ll be some shots where they can do magic and some where they are in an AU and can’t do it and like that I will switch around a little depending om which mood I’m on. I’ll write it in the beginning if there’s magic or not involved I think. There will be a little of it here and there.
It can be longer and shorter chapters since it’s a one shot fanfic and i just come up with prompts in my head and try to write is as good as I can I’m still learning and yeah trying to overcome my own mind with these two as sad marionette’s.
Take care while reading and read the tags if it doesn’t suit you don’t read it be sways careful with yourself!