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   If clarity's in death, then why won't this die? by elsereni

   Fandoms: ใจซ่อนรัก | The Secret of Us (TV 2024)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   10 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Earn Sanithada Phongphiphat/Fahlada Thananusak
   • Earn Sanithada Phongphiphat
   • Fahlada Thananusak
   • Lingling Sirilak Kwong
   • Orm Kornnaphat Sethratanapong
   • Tan (The Secret of Us TV 2024)
   • Bow (The Secret of Us TV 2024)
   • Suzie (The Secret of Us TV 2024)
   • Jintana Phongphiphat
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Engfah (The Secret of Us TV 2024)
   • Ratee (The Secret of Us TV 2024)
   • Russamee Thananusak
   • Phuthares Thananusak
   • Earn's Father
   • Drinking to Cope
   • Panic Attacks
   • Blood and Injury
   • Major Character Injury
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Hospitalization
   • Alternative Perspective
   • Secret Past
   • Mental Health Issues

   Summary

   A retelling of the aftermath of their fight in Episode 5.

   What if Suzie had not come to Earn's house that night? What if something traumatic had happened to Earn during the two years they were separated? What if, left to her own devices, Earn did something drastic to the point of no return?

   Can Fahlada save her, or will it be too late?

   P.S. Here’s a compilation of the songs featured in this fic, along with the ones I listened to while working on it. Check it out here :) ICIDTWWTD's playlist

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