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    You hear me in the mirror, and I'm saying: Tell me who to be to please! by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    05 Sep 2026

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    Ilya has been feeling like shit as of late. The pressure is getting to him, trapping him in walls of his own making. Desperate to relieve the pressure, he grabs a pair of clippers, hoping the buzz of the machine quiets the buzz in his head.
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    The bathroom is dark, but Ilya knows his way around. He knows where the bathtub is and where his razors are stored. He knows where the screw driver to separate the blade from the razor is. He knows what to do, the plan already forming in his head before he can stop it. His body, sitting limp in a tub, a disjoined shaving razor and screw driver sitting on the sink counter as he bleeds out, his wrists red and—

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    I chose you by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Oct 2025

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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