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"Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."
Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.
"I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."
The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.
"Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."
Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.
"I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."
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Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.
An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.
Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.
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28 Sep 2026
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COTAGWEEK2025!!!! Day 6: Omniscient
______“You’re with the same me as always~”
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He’s not real.
“I mean, what kind of employee would I be if I could be replaced that easily, huh?”
He was never real.
He was never there to help.
So he deserved what he would be getting.
He wouldn’t remember it anyway.
Right?______
Basically just the Real Ending in Protag’s POV but then more angsty things happen and Protag is rlly mentally unstable (let’s be honest though, they both are mentally unstable af)
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15 Sep 2026
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Since Protag can’t walk on thin air, he’s gotta brainstorm with Coworker a way to get all these documents delivered to the top floor’s offices. The idea goes horribly right.
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13 Sep 2026