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  1. Public Bookmark 77

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    "You smell so good," Thoma inhaled again, "like lavender and sweet tobacco." Ayato froze at this; every part of his body screamed to take this man right now. He wanted to and had wanted to for a very long time. Against his own control, Ayato leaned forward; their faces were so close that he could feel Thoma’s breath stirring the fine hairs around his face.
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    Thoma forgot his meds, which would have been fine, if Ayato wasn't about to start his rut.

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    17 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Thoma's journey toward recovery from self-harm.
    Content Warning: This work explores themes of self-harm and emotional struggle. Please read with care, especially if you're in a vulnerable place.

    Every Friday (or Saturday) a new chapter! (Edit March 31: busy with school, so no weekly updates for at least 2 months)

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    01 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Thoma lends his help to everyone, so much so that it has made it hard to accept help for himself.

    Ayato will do whatever he can to fix what has flown under his radar far too long.

    Or more bluntly: Ayato finds out Thoma has been cutting himself, yet Thoma wrestles with himself to accept the help.

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    01 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Voldemort is living in the Malfoy Manor, and Draco does his best to simply hide in his room. Unfortunately, he can't hide forever and his father tells him that he will be taking the dark mark before school starts for fifth year and he will be expected to complete tasks for the Dark Lord. His parents can't protect him from this, much as they wish they could.
    Draco had to decide between a possible lifetime of servitude and torture, like what his parents were going through, or he could renounce his name, run away, and replace everything he owned, hoping and praying that the Dark Lord didn't send anyone after him.
    Draco is a surprisingly competent teenager, especially when he has a goal in mind, but life is not easy or safe for a nameless runaway in London with nowhere to go.

    Based on this Tumblr post: https://xharrypotterimagines.tumblr.com/post/142645092409/i-just-want-draco-to-have-a-healthy-relationship

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    03 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Thoma has always loved Ayato, even if it seems that Ayato doesn’t. However, his feelings take a backseat when the Tenryou Commission conspires to assassinate Ayato in order to seize control of the Yashiro Commission. When Thoma is falsely imprisoned, Ayato is forced to confront his own feelings, in order to realize how much Thoma means to him.

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    01 Sep 2025