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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    This is ridiculous, Ena feels like she’s in middle school again. The persistent insecurities and comparisons that plagued her identity for most of her life, following her like a shadow as she enrolled in college, is rushing back into her lungs at full force. 

    Her head is spinning and she tries to pinpoint when exactly these thoughts began to subside. The answer leaves a bitter taste in her mouth. 

    Meeting Mizuki for the first time.

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    26 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have suggested…”

    “It’s fine.”

    Ena can’t look at them. Because if she does—the dam she’s so carefully built over the years, sealing away the flood of emotions that have shaped her as a person, will collapse and drown her whole.

    So she leaves. Her pace is brisk and rigid, and she doesn’t dare to turn back.

    All she can do is pretend she didn’t catch a glimpse of Mizuki staring emotionlessly at the ground, at the cusp of crying. Lacking warmth and everything that makes them who she has fallen in love with. 

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    19 Sep 2025

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    Ena attending Kamiyama during the day? For a week? Mizuki’s heart, so woefully unprepared, feels so full in their chest now. Their pulse ecstatic, the idea of getting to see Ena at school instills excitement, they’re nearly filled to the brim with an irregular pulse coursing through.

    And suddenly Mizuki falters—here comes the pattern again. Elation and excitement is quickly replaced with a sense of overwhelming dread at the entire prospect of it all. Rumors spread quickly here, they're more than familiar, who’s to say none of it will reach Ena’s ears?

    They’ll stay away from her. For the entirety of the week. They won’t be caught dead with Ena for these next several days.

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    20 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    Nightcord at 25 textfic bc why not?
    There will be a story eventually, i think. Mostly crack.

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    16 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    Time does a lot to things, places, people, relationships. For some it may heal old wounds, for others it may only deepen them. Paths may collide together, allowing relationships to bloom, while others stray further from each other causing them to fade instead. In the unknown variable of time, only one thing is consistent, it moves on relentlessly. Now the question is, how have Mizuki and Ena fared against the never ending march of time?

    //A MizuEna Future Fic

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    14 Aug 2025