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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Alexis imagines reparenting him, in another world, one that had been kinder to the both of them, imagines a world where one day Michael accepts the help Alexis has almost given up on offering. In this world, he would dump the liquor in the sink, flush the pills.

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    03 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Do you have some kind of savior complex or…” The words died in Michael’s throat as a soft scent overwhelmed him.

    “You’re an alpha,” Michael gasped, pushing himself back so hard he fell back onto the pavement.

    “Sorry, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to do that. I didn’t know you were an omega, and you just–” Alexis slammed his mouth shut fast like he was afraid he was about to say too much. “I won’t hurt you. I promise. Just let me help you.”

    “I think you’ve helped enough.” Michael snarled. “Just leave me alone, I’m—”

    Pain, sharp as a knife, sliced through his abdomen, and it bent Michael in half as he cried out. Heat rushed through his blood, and his heart pounded like a hammer in his head. The stress of the last few days, and the sudden onslaught of alpha pheromones, was making his body go into an early heat.

     

    After being saddled with his father's debt, Michael tries to end it all. But an unlikely person rushes in to save him.

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    01 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Apparently, guys don’t like it when you puke on their dick,” he says, casually, like it’s the most normal thing in the world. Says it with a smile. It’s an empty one. “Then I learnt to do this,” He says, and he raises a hand — the left one, specifically, folding his thumb towards his palm and making a fist, clenching hard until his knuckles turn white. “Stops me from gagging.”

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    29 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Yes,” he said flatly. “I did this myself. So what?”

    Kaiser glanced up at him, blue eyes sharp but tired.

    “I cut,” he said, like he was listing an inconvenient habit. “Sometimes.”

    “And sometimes I…” he gestured vaguely toward his own throat, clearly annoyed with the need to explain it out loud. “…do that.” Kaiser looked away first.

    “And it's not what you think,” he added quickly.

    Kaiser’s eyes flicked back to him, irritation flaring again.

    “I didn’t try to kill myself.”

    “I mean it,” Kaiser said, sharper now. “That wasn’t the plan.”

    He pushed himself off the desk, pacing a step or two across the room like a caged animal before turning back.

    “I wasn’t trying to die. I didn’t realize how long I’d—” he cut himself off again.

     

    “Whatever.”

    The dismissal was automatic, defensive.

    But he still finished the explanation.

    “I wasn’t planning on passing out either.”

     

    Or, kaiser gets caught by noa doing self-harm, depicted in cutting and choking himself!

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    25 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    After a career-ending injury, Reo recovers in a house by the sea.

    Under the tender, loving care of his husband, what could go wrong?

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    21 Apr 2026