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Ana raises her shaped brows at him, looking skeptical, "Just friends?"
"What do you mean?" Eddie asks immediately.
What does she mean?
"You've never been more than friends, ever?" Her eyebrows shoot up further as she clarifies her question.
"You mean like dated? Nah, never," Eddie says, watching in amusement as her face twists in confusion.
"What! There's no way you guys have never d-"
Her expression suddenly relaxes like she's got a new angle. "Sex then?"
Eddie doesn't miss a beat, "One time, centuries ago."
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Eddie knows what it's like to want. To be in a constant state of want. Want and want and want. Him. Him. Him.Bookmarked by Satinbluedress7
19 Jul 2026
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Sequel to "With a Friend in the Dark.”
It's been weeks since Buck's cancer diagnosis, and in most ways, things are looking up. The idea of resuming chemo still frightens him, but not nearly as much as it did last time. This time, he has people on his side. But Buck is about to learn that treatment is just the first challenge. Money troubles, identity crises, learning what real love means for the first time at twenty-seven... who knew cancer would be so complicated?
Eddie, meanwhile, is still wrestling with his guilt and anger over how he handled things the first time. Being there for Buck? That's a given. Figuring out what it means to be Buck's friend through his cancer treatments, in the wake of all that's happened between them? That seems a lot trickier. Even more so when Eddie starts to realize that anger and guilt might not be the only feelings he's having.
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- Part 2 of Love is a Place
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18 Jul 2026
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Post Lawsuit
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Buck is back to work, but is on the outs.
He goes out, has a one night stand.
What could go wrong?Or,
"Lucas, seriously, calm down. It's just a broken condom. I can get tested for... you know, the standard stuff. It's not the end of the world. Just take a deep breath."
Lucas let out a sound that was half sob, half hysterical laugh. He backed up until his spine hit the bedroom wall, sliding down slightly as if his legs could no longer support his weight. He looked at Buck like he was looking at a dead man.
"Evan," Lucas said, his voice dropping to a devastated, trembling whisper. "I should have told you. I swear to god, I should have told you before we even left the bar, but I didn't think... I've never had a condom break on me. Never. I am so careful. I am so, so careful."
"Told me what?" Buck asked. His voice didn't sound like his own.
Lucas closed his eyes, a tear escaping and tracking down his pale cheek. He swallowed hard, and then he looked Buck dead in the eye.
"I'm HIV positive."
Note: This fic is prewritten, I will upload as I edit.
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VERY HEAVY ANGST.
(It does have a happy ending)Series
- Part 1 of All Based In The Lawsuit Era
- Part 1 of Life Beyond The Wait
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13 Jul 2026
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Eddie's hand lifts again, helpless, hauled forward by a gravity neither of them ever managed to bury, like he can't stop it, like whatever's been pulling him toward Buck never once got told it's over. Fingers reaching for Buck's face like the door might still hang open by a crack.
Buck steps away before it can reach him. He backs the full width of the kitchen this time and folds his arms over himself, bracing against a blow that's already a part of him.
"Don't," he croaks. "You don't get to almost have me. You don't get to reach across this space like it doesn’t hold the memory of me belonging to you. You traded that away the morning you decided I wasn't worth staying for. And I get it, Eddie. You had to go, for Chris. I know. But for fucks sake. I would have come with you. I would’ve—" There it is. The thing he never let himself admit. I would’ve come with you. You never asked. I’d’ve followed you across the country without a second of hesitation, and you decided I was easier to leave behind than to bring along. “I would’ve said yes to anything. But you didn’t ask.”
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Buck and Eddie hook up before he leaves for El Paso. Four months later, Eddie comes back with a girlfriend.Bookmarked by Satinbluedress7
06 Jul 2026
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Eddie’s mouth twitched.
“You’re in my way.”
“You literally walked into me.”
Eddie stepped closer then instead of moving aside, one hand bracing lightly against the wall beside Buck’s shoulder so their bodies almost brushed. Buck’s breath caught embarrassingly fast.
“Maybe you’re just hard to avoid,” Eddie said softly.
And that — that absolutely sounded like flirting.
Or - over the years Buck and Eddie have spent many Sundays together but something about this Sunday hits very differently
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02 Jun 2026