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    The hours in the days that follow are marked by the sunlight, and then lack thereof. Then sleep. Shower. The periods of travel are divided by the breaks when he becomes too hungry to keep going like a wind-up toy.

    He'd thought he would be existing by the established shift rhythm. 8 am, 10 am, 2 pm. Hand-off.

    But no. Truly, some sort of string had been cut off, somewhere between taking the bike away from the hospital parking spot and reaching the first hotel. It isn't exactly a relief, even if his body thinks it is.

    Robby leaves on his Sabbatical alone, with plans. Except, technically, he's not alone. He just doesn't know it yet. No one does.

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    01 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    He kissed Jack.

    And it can't happen again.

    He's straight. Jack is straight. He just caught Jack in a weak moment; that's all it was. Jack doesn't want him. They just need to pretend like it never happened.

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    Somehow, a comforting hug between friends on the roof turns into a kiss. They don't want to ruin their friendship, but they can't ignore that something has changed between them.

    Jack and Robby explore what a romantic relationship between two supposedly straight best friends looks like. Sex included.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “Well, if you’ve never tried it, that’s all the more reason to come camping with me," Jack says. "It’s less than a two-hour drive, it’s great for hiking, and my tent fits two people.”

    Robby looks amused. “Are you going to protect me from bears?”

    “If I have to,” Jack says, which is better than the more inappropriate, if equally true, I would take a bullet for you. “So, is that a yes?”

    Robby’s dark eyes dart, briefly, to the floor, then back up to meet Jack's gaze. “Do you really want me there?”

    Or: Twelve hours after Robby leaves on his sabbatical, Jack’s phone buzzes with an incoming call. Jack spends the next few weeks bullying Robby into staying in his guest room, then staying in his tent, and then just staying, period.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “It doesn’t have to mean anything,” Jack assures him gently, breath ghosting over the shell of Robby’s ear. “Let me help you out, brother. No strings attached.”

    Robby squeezes his eyes shut.

    He wants to laugh. He wants to scream. He wants to turn around and grab Jack by the shoulders and tell him it does mean something, that it has to mean something, because he’s been in love with Jack for the last twenty fucking years and he’s desperate for this to finally be real.

    Robby hasn’t been able to get off since PittFest. Jack, being the good friend he is, offers to help.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    There are 126 days during which Robby leaves Pittsburgh to go on his sabbatical.

    There are 2,555 days of Jack and Robby that came before it.

    And somehow, in the leaving, they learn how to stay.

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    13 Jul 2026