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  1. Public Bookmark 96

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    Dazai has everything. A great job (he’d rather not do), a caring boyfriend (who he could live without), a brilliant mind (that’s bored to death). His life should be great. He shouldn’t feel that deep, hollow nothingness rotting him from the inside out, or the soul-aching loneliness that comes as a curse of his ‘gifted mind’. Perhaps that’s what leads to him spilling blood all across the streets of Yokohama, an unchecked terror of the night.
    But just when he’s convinced life will be a living hell until the blissful day he dies, something new happens. Something exciting. One day, a new serial killer comes to town, and Dazai is ready to play.

     

    A twisted, obsessive ‘love’ story between two serial killers, with the city as their chess board, and the citizens their pieces.

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    24 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    Dazai and Dostoyevsky are at Café Uzumaki’s bar when they walk in.

    // post decay of angels, Dazai and Fyodor have been missing for over a year.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Grr ten nuclear missles

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    Fyodor’s weak heart thuds violently within its cage of flesh and bone, ba-thump. Dazai’s knife kisses cold on the skin of their throat. They swallow, and the bob of their Adam’s apple against it draws blood.

    “Alright,” Fyodor decides, “let’s find a way to die.”

    // In the Decay’s aftermath, Fyodor and Dazai quietly slip through the cracks, and set on a journey.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    This fic literally froze my ability to read for like. A week. It’s like sinking into the bottom of a pool and letting the pool lights cast liminal halos over the tiles but you can’t hold your breathe forever and you must surface but you’ll forever miss the first time you didn’t mind drowning for another moment underwater gah I’m rambling but I’ll miss this fic when I read other fics.

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    It’s not the fact that he ordered nine shots of espresso, specified he wanted the cup exactly half full, dumped in three packets of salt, stirred, handed it back, and asked for the remaining space to be filled with cold water. It is not even that he didn’t give a word in explanation before downing half of it in one go, sticking in a bendy straw, and very politely saying, thank you.

    It’s that the entire time, his eye contact hadn’t faltered even once.

    “Oh my god,” Dazai says to Sigma, almost-flustered, “what the fuck is wrong with him.”

    ///OR: Dazai is a cafe barista. Fyodor attends the nearby university. Their lives fall into place with one another.

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    19 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    At nineteen, Lucy opens her own chest, hacks out the bed of daisies and dandelions with a scissor and a paring knife, and only cries for a few hours. At twenty, Nikolai does more or less the same but without much of any expression at all.

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    18 Dec 2025