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    Unconnected one shots of me pushing Shane over the edge a bit just to see what happens. Will he punch someone? Yes. Will there be meltdowns? Also yes. Will he be a dick? Very likely.

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    12 May 2026

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    “Did J.J. try to set you up with that guy?” Hayden asked.

    Shane nodded, then frowned. "Why didn't you, like, discourage him?"

    "That dude sounded perfect for you.” Hayden immediately held his hands up as outrage flashed across Shane’s features. “What? I just think you can do better!”

    Shane’s mouth dropped open.

    “For fuck’s sake, Hayden.”

    Hayden laughed as he crossed the room and dropped down onto the bench beside him, nudging Shane’s arm with his elbow.

    “I’m kidding. Mostly. Besides-”

    Shane closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

    “It’s not funny.”

    “Hey,” Hayden said in a conciliatory tone, though there was no real apology in it. “Look. I fucking hate the guy, but if he’s what you want…”

    The words chafed. It felt wrong, all wrong, like someone humoring a bad decision. Like of course Shane could do better, should want better. Like it was obvious.

    Shane saw red.

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    12 May 2026

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    “Did you… plan this? Even before I told you about…? Had you already planned to ask me to stay, and to… cook for me?”
    Ilya freezes, looking caught, before he says unconvincingly, “No?” and turns back to the fridge, leaving Shane staring at the side of his face.
    “Rozanov.”
    He winces. “Maybe? I was thinking about it. I was worried you would say no.”
    “Why would I say no?”
    “You almost did say no,” Ilya reminds him, giving up and turning to face him again. “You tell me.”
    Oh. Shane had almost said no, because… this isn’t what they do. They fuck, sometimes cuddle for a bit, and leave. And maybe if this were last season, and if Shane hadn’t been working all summer on getting more comfortable with deviating from his years-old routines, he’d be a lot less cool about all this.
    But Shane’s been getting better at figuring out what he wants and not just what he’s supposed to want, and at letting himself have the things he wants, and, well, he wants this. He wants Ilya.


    In the summer of 2016, Shane starts to heal his relationships with himself, his body, and his desires. That October, Ilya gets to be grateful for the results, in more ways than one.

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    12 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    A collection of short stories about Ilya Rozanov and his beloved in-laws, Yuna and David Hollander.

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    07 May 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov takes a bad hit on the ice, the team make sure to call his Emergency Contact and let him know...

    When Shane Hollander arrives at the hospital, he's faced with the very real possibility that this could blow their secret wide open...

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    06 May 2026