SiberianRat



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    “Shane, Shane, Shane, baby, can you whisper for me? You will not be happy in the morning if someone overhears this conversation,” Ilya said softly.

    “I can whisper for you, baby,” Shane said, a lovestruck smile spread across his face.

    “Good. Good boy, Shane. You are always so good for me,” Ilya cooed.

    Shane felt a desperate, burning heat forming in his stomach. His eyes glazed over, and he knew he wasn’t thinking clearly, but he didn’t care. He needed Ilya. Not over FaceTime. He needed him under him, on top of him, inside of him. He needed to feel his tongue on every inch of his body.

    Or Shane gets drunk and charters a plane in the middle of the night to get to his man.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    When Shane starts the document, it makes sense to him.

    Later on, when it’s published onto a hundred different gossip sites with hundreds of comments dissecting every word, it looks insane.

    It starts because Shane has no one to talk to about everything. He’s never even kept a journal. He balks at the thought of getting a therapist. It’s not like he’s going to risk writing it down physically for someone to find. The only logical way that Shane can think of to deal with his feelings is to open up a blank Google Docs page and start writing.

    or Shane decides to write down all his feelings instead of talking to Ilya. After years of writing about their relationship, the entire document gets leaked online.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    So, yes, Shane has his own little ecosystem on Apple Maps. It’s part of his routine, checking in on everyone and making sure they’re where they should be, checking in if they’re not. He’s got his mom and dad, Hayden, Rose, several of the Centaurs, and Ilya. It’s been a gradual thing, getting close to someone, their location getting shared with him, and him checking in with them.

    But, the way it started, well. That’s a whole other story. It starts, with Ilya.

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    4+1, 4 times Shane watches Ilya's location and 1 time Ilya watches his

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Maybe together they could figure out a way to make sure Ilya was never afraid of David again. He really didn’t want to be afraid of David.

    “Is… silly.” Ilya said. “Maybe not silly, but now that we are here and not there, I see it was silly. I broke the wine, and I thought - maybe everyone will be angry. And…” Clearing his throat, Ilya pushed past his discomfort to spit out the next part. “Well, angry back in Russia is not the same as angry here, I think.”

    “What was angry like back in Russia?”

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    Ilya drops a bottle of wine, and it's fine. Really, it's fine. If only someone could tell Ilya's brain that.

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