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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    Ilya felt his heart tear open when Shane left him sitting on the couch, hand outstretched, in Boston. Two weeks later, every post about #Landry24 was a cautery to the wound. Four months later, a 40-day mourning period in Moscow and a string of unanswered texts calcified his heart completely.

    Shane has spent the better part of a decade carefully maintaining public perception of the Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. He doesn’t realize the cage he’s built until the door is closed and Ilya has locked it behind him.

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    01 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    It’s not just a necklace.
    It’s the only thing that ever made the loss bearable.
    Losing it feels like losing her all over again.
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    Shane reminds Ilya he’s not alone—even when it feels like everything else is slipping away.

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    01 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    Prompt from Reddit - a tired Ilya answers a media question a little too honestly.

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    30 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    Pride Night was supposed to be the easy part.

    Then Dallas Kent showed up, Troy Barrett threw the first punch, Ilya Rozanov stopped the fight, and Ottawa won a game nobody felt much like celebrating.

    By morning, Dallas was in custody, Ilya was in hospital, and the internet had decided everyone knew exactly what had happened.

    A week later, injured, furious, and barely holding himself together, Ilya tries to get back to hockey.

    Instead, he gets a camera.

    One soft question.

    One honest answer.

    “My boyfriend.”

    It is the truth.

    It is also the one thing he and Shane were supposed to choose together.

    Based on a Reddit fic prompt by u/backtothefuture2028.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Ilya Rozanov just wants to play hockey, but he is not doing okay. And people notice.

    5 times someone has to have a difficult conversation with Ilya and 1 the time he is open about his struggles

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    30 Apr 2026