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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    'My name is Nakamura Okuto, 15, gay, and in love with my classmate, Hirose Aiki'

    Nakamura wouldn't have thought twice about thinking of himself in this way. That is until a disasterous fated encounter with another gay guy from school makes him realize that life for a gay man is nothing like his BL manga.

    'M-maybe... Even Hirose would be disgusted...'

    That other boy may be the only one who can understand. Nakamura needs someone to understand.

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    28 May 2026

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    “Hey, Indou!” someone from midfield shouted, laughing between breaths. “Careful—Tsujinaka’s takin’ pictures of ya like he’s in love or somethin’!”

    “Shut up,” Hikaru snapped, voice sharp. “Yoshiki ain’t gay.”

    “Damn bro, calm down,” someone muttered. “Didn’t know you were his bodyguard.”

    “Maybe he’s got you whipped,” another chimed. They erupted in laughter again.

    Hikaru kicked the ball hard. Too hard. It smacked into the fence with a metallic clang that made a few heads jerk up.

    “Knock that shit off,” Hikaru barked, shoving past a teammate. “I said he ain’t gay. Don’t fucking talk about him like that.”

    One wrong reaction shatters everything between them, leaving Hikaru wrestling with a fear he can’t name and Yoshiki trying to pretend he doesn't exist. What follows is a slow, aching unravel: avoidance, regret, the steady realization that losing Yoshiki hurts more than anything Hikaru was trying to protect himself from.

    A short, four-chapter "what if" story about bad timing, teenage feelings, and the clumsy way boys learn what it means to be truly honest with each other and themselves.

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    26 May 2026

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    Nakamura wasn’t going to take Hirose's friendship for granted. He had decided that for the rest of their high school years, he was going to smile and take all of this heartbreak and repressed emotions into stride and be the best friend Hirose ever had. And by the time high school got over, they’d be on their separate ways.
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    “Nakamura, when we go to college, move in with me!”

    or, what happens when the guy you've been in love for more than 4 years suddenly asks you to become his roommate, just when you were planning to let him go?

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    11 May 2026