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    “I need to f-feel you stretch me out,” Caitlyn says. “A-all of you.”

    Caitlyn,” Vi says. “Baby, you’re… you’re so tiny.

    “I know.”

    “I’d break you.”

    Fuck,” Caitlyn whimpers. “I-I know.”

    CaitVi NSFW Month 2025 - Day 13: Size Kink (late submission)
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    25 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Lots of emotions make Jeongin cry: regret, relief, joy, anxiety.

    Hyunjin gets insanely turned on every time, and makes it his mission to get Jeongin into bed as soon as possible. With mixed results.

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    The wet clumps of his eyelashes stoke the fire inside Hyunjin.

    "I'm happy, too, sweetheart," Hyunjin says, and he wonders if his voice sounds as raw and crazy as he feels.

    Jeongin shakes his head a little, and a single tear runs down his cheek. Hyunjin's hand moves before he tells it to, pressing a finger into the tear. It practically burns him in the cold air.

    "And I'm s-sorry I was like that. Earlier. Jealous. You d-didn't do anything wrong. You should be allowed to be n-nice to other dongsae—"

    This is torture. This is bliss. Jeongin stuttering through a sweet, unnecessary apology, face wet and red from the cold and his tears. Eyes shining. Mouth screwed up as he tries to stay composed.

    Hyunjin doesn't want him composed. He wants him sobbing louder, messier, wetter.

    Fuck, he's hard.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Jeongin had always had all the pieces of the puzzle right there on his desk — he just never knew how to fit them together.

    They gave him all the signs, hints, and clues, but Jeongin was blind. Blind because of the friendship and loyalty that eventually turned out to be fake.

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    In which seven members of Stray Kids are in a romantic relationship, leaving one out without realizing how much it hurt him. But it’s all right, because Jeongin is good at hiding. Jeongin is good at seeming okay.

    OT8 — I.N-CENTRIC | STRAYIN | JEONGIN ALL

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    “I’m going to die.”

     

    “…What?—“

     

    “I only have three months left.”

     

    Vi stared at her, expression unreadable, lips slightly parted—something Caitlyn didn’t look at for long.

     

    Great. She broke her ex-wife. Why did she even tell her?

    Caitlyn Kiramman has always been composed and reserved, her career-driven nature keeping her grounded. It also, inevitably, drove her marriage to its breaking point. Now, the only thing keeping her and her ex connected is their 3-year-old daughter. When Caitlyn is diagnosed with a rare, untreatable brain tumor and given just three months to live, her world begins to unravel, overwhelmed by emotions she’s spent a lifetime locking away.

    But what happens when the only person she can bring herself to tell… is her ex-wife?

    Violet Lanes wants nothing to do with Caitlyn—not anymore. As much as it hurts, she refuses to let herself get pulled back in. The divorce left scars she’s still learning to live with, and she’s made their daughter her one and only priority. But when Caitlyn shows up with news of her impending death, Vi is forced to confront everything she’s tried to bury.

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    10 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    “How is it so easy for you guys?”

    Chan pulls back a little to look him in the eyes. “Because we’ve had time, Jeongin. You had none.”

    That, somehow, makes Jeongin crumple. He gasps, tries to keep his cries in, but it’s futile. Chan holds him, Changbin wrapping his arms around him after a few seconds. Jeongin, for the first time since he woke, let himself fully grieve. He let himself feel what he’s been avoiding. He screams and cries from the anger. He hiccups from the guilt. He’s an utter mess.

    Yet, through it all, he remains held. They don’t let go. And that makes him wail harder.

    Chan had an inkling their pack was still missing something, someone. Enter Yang Jeongin, but not in the way anyone expected.

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