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    Their first year of marriage was the best year of Ilya’s life. He got to wake up to his husband every morning, play hockey with him all day, and go home with him every night. They’d established a routine that felt comfortable and reliable, and Ilya felt settled for perhaps the first time in his life.

    But a phone call after a quiet day at the cottage changes everything. And suddenly, their future becomes dangerously uncertain.

    Or: Ilya gains custody of his niece, and we get excessive and wholesome Hollanov dad content, as a treat

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    03 May 2026

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how he could have used a helicopter mom like Yuna Hollander.

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    02 May 2026

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    They don’t work on paper. Shane has known this for eight years. The wrong classifications, wrong dynamic, wrong everything. What he can’t explain is why none of that has ever actually stopped him.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps his classification like the dangerous secret that it is. What it costs him to keep that up is nobody’s business but his own. Until it can’t be anymore.

    or; Ilya Rozanov needs a hug, Shane tries to give him one, and they’ve just been doing this all wrong.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He knew that dropping was important. It was simple. He needed to pass his physicals to be allowed to play, and if he didn’t drop he didn’t pass. So he handled it the same way he handled everything. With routines and plans and schedules. He took suppressants on game days, dropped at least once a week during off days. Most of the time, he regressed by himself. It was easier that way, less embarrassing. He had it down to a science. Drop days started with oatmeal. He would teeter for most of it, hover just high enough outside of his headspace to be able to do things like feed himself and shower without supervision, and then before he’d go to sleep he’d sink into it properly. It kept his levels balanced enough for the team doctor to clear him, and kept his dignity in tact as much as he was able too.

    Home days were different.

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    Shane is a little. He likes to think he's good at managing it. Some people (RE: literally everyone else) would disagree. Good thing he has parents who love him.

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    13 Feb 2026