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  1. Rec *

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    Nicole hasn't read that book.

    She's not a bitch who reads. She's not a bitch who does really much of anything at all. Why put in the effort if you're just going to get yanked behind the hardware store and put down like a mangy dog even if you're Mother-fucking-Theresa?

    If she's lucky, that'll happen today, tomorrow, or the next day. Someday soon so this can all just fucking stop, because doing shit is hell when nobody's gonna listen to you scream even when they do. She'd finish the job herself if she hadn't fucked it up so many times.

    Get up. Don't die. Sleep. Good job, bitch, you woke up. Do it again. Forever.

    It's easier with Jecka, so long as she keeps talking.

    Please don't stop.

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    18 Jul 2025

  2. Rec 80

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    Jecka and Nicole inadvertently are roped into working at a small cafe in a mega church. While trying to survive the hell of a customer service food job, Nicole also grapples with her feelings towards Jecka, and where her own life is headed.

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    18 Jul 2025

  3. Rec 35

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    At least if we die, it won't be in that beat-up Camry.

    (In which Jecka and Nicole don't even realise it but they went on their first date since becoming sexed-up lesbians.)

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    35
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    18 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Nicole made suicide jokes often, often enough that Jecka knew she wasn't joking when she made them.

    She just never expected Nicole to actually ever go through with it. Never expected to see Nicole's lifeless body just hanging there.

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    18 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    "I really should’ve known I was a lesbian. I mean it’s almost embarrassing, really, the amount of time it took for that fact to really settle in. I’ve always seen myself as self-aware. A realist. But I couldn’t see that glaringly obvious fact about myself. Or I guess I just didn’t want to."

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    Nicole recounts the highs and lows of her life and the people she fucked over along the way.

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    18 Jul 2025