8 Bookmarks by Togaytofunction42
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Haunting by noticeablenotpretty
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel (Comics), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
22 Aug 2023
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Natasha Romanoff is absolutely fine. Of that, she is certain. She has convinced herself that she is absolutely not addicted to self-harm, convinced her team that the Red Room and all its horrors are in the past, convinced her brain that the things she experienced weren't really that bad, and convinced everyone around her that she is absolutely, undeniably, 1000% fine.
But delusions only last so long, and hers begin to shatter as her past returns, piece by fateful piece. When you grow up in a burning house, you tend to set your world on fire for a sense of familiarity. It's only in recognizing our trauma that we can learn to live in piece. Eventually, she will have to make a decision. Does she wants to continue the pain and suffering she's learned to use as her only form of control or will she take the risk to see if there's something better on the other side?
**CURRENTLY UNDERGOING EDITS**
TW: self-harm, eating disorders, abuse (physical, mental, sexual) as a child and adult, torture as a child and adult, rape as a child and adult, light mentions of alcoholism, self-hatred/self-blame/etc. (basically the author is trauma-dumping)
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26 Jul 2023
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A woman of questionable morals by RainbowDash1921
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel
15 Aug 2023
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Fresh out of a short stint in prison, Natasha is on the hunt for the one place she's guaranteed quality coffee and to catch up with her longest friend.
Wanda has a new hire. She’s a college student and works a lot of hours between classes, leaving many opportunities to interact with The Black Widow. She catches Nat’s attention and later interactions draw the older woman in. Only, this world is a dangerous place. One you can't afford weakness in.
Love can either make you stronger, or it can weaken you so much you bend to even a breeze. What tougher environment to put love and strength to the test, than the life of a Mobster?Bookmarked by Togaytofunction42
10 Jun 2023
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Mystery Work
Part of Archived works
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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08 Jun 2023
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The Devil in her Eyes by Fanfictionisthegame for hocuspocusbabyy, thrivingandsurviving, itwasred
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, wandanat - Fandom, scarletwidow - Fandom
22 Feb 2022
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Wanda loves Natasha more than anything in the world and she would never do anything to really hurt her. She knows what's best for her and she makes sure Natasha knows that she can't trust her own decisions. All Wanda wants is to keep Natasha safe and she'll go to any length she has to, to do that.
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15 Mar 2023
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Natasha Romanov: superspy extraordinaire, Avenger, routine trespasser, and chore-avoider. Oh, and a romantic.
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- Part 3 of gf grade: b-
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14 Feb 2023
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Tricked by Zeebs
Fandoms: Thor (Movies), Thor - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 Apr 2023
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Had a baller sex dream a month ago, figured I'd share.
You're out from University finally and managed to land a paid, PAID internship with S.H.I.E.L.D. Excited to help humanity recover and deal the with emergence of super humans, you eagerly take the opportunity to work with the World's Leading Defense center. Not knowing that this summer, your internship is going to be quite a bit more than what you expected
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07 Feb 2023
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a hissing snake, a spitting kitten, a prick of hatred and eye contact at golden hour. hot embers settle upon a heavy heart.
or; when Natasha receives a call from Yelena claiming she has an assassin on her tail, she would do anything to protect her sister.
canon x fem!oc
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- Part 1 of chimeraverse
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09 Nov 2022
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Better Not To Mess by loqov
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
30 Oct 2022
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You like to create chaos, even if it’s just a tiny bit. Turns out, it’s not always a good idea.
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31 Oct 2022