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“Say it.” Nam-gyu grits out
“What the fuck are you talking about-”
“Fucking say it! Say that you love me, Thanos!”
Nam-gyu’s anger continued to boil, all of the pent-up rage was simmering over. He felt like he was at his breaking point now.
Thanos looks at him with his wide eyes, almost like he is in disbelief. Silence stretched on before he finally scoffed out a laugh. Nam-gyu felt his heart beating faster, he was dreading the words that would come from Thanos.
“You’re nothing but a warm mouth and an easy distraction, Nam-su.”
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15 Aug 2025
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Thanos is a mess. A former K-pop idol turned LA party boy, burning through hookups, drugs, and the last dregs of his reputation.
His management’s last-ditch plan? Nam-gyu, an experienced personal assistant fresh off the plane from Seoul. He's supposed to keep Thanos out of trouble. But the job gets complicated fast when Nam-gyu starts falling for the very chaos he was hired to control.
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- Part 1 of Starburned
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11 Aug 2025
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"You know him?" Thanos asks as he tries to think of his own lyrics to go with the track that's still playing. "He produce for real, or is this a favor type thing?" Doesn't matter either way. Thanos has got a damn gift when it comes to getting people to do shit for him.
"That's the thing," Semi groans with a downright strange amount of frustration. "The guy's name is Namgyu, I'm pretty sure, and he's a composer. Like, the classical stuff at the beginning, that was his."
Thanos nods, even though he doesn't really get why she's saying this shit like she's reading him a prison sentence ending in the electric chair. "Soo...?" He asks slowly. "If he made that, he can definitely do the producing shit, too. It's just a different genre." It's true. As long as he's got an ear for what's good, and knows how to work the fancy ass machines, then Thanos should be solid.
"Well, the issue is that he would never do it," she shrugs.
"He'd do it for me," Thanos waves off. It's not even cocky or some shit. All he's got to do is hook the guy up with girls or drugs or an oil change, and he should be fine. "Why wouldn't he?"
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How Thanos and Namgyu make an album together and maybe fall in love.
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09 Aug 2025
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Su-Bong—better known as Thanos—had been chasing music since he was sixteen. The day his big break came, he didn’t hesitate. He packed his bags, walked out the door, and told his asshole parents to fuck off without a second glance. He had a career to build, a name to make for himself.
And he did.
But ten years in the music industry came with more than just success. It came with late nights, bad decisions, and habits that sank their claws into him before he even realized it. What started as a way to keep up, to take the edge off, turned into something worse. Something that followed him long after the high was gone.
His manager had seen it coming before he did.
The conversation wasn’t a request. It wasn’t a warning. It was an ultimatum.
"Get clean. Go to NA. Or you’re done. I’m not watching you destroy yourself."
For the first time in years, Thanos realized he was standing at a crossroads.
And for the first time in years… he wasn’t sure which way to go.
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09 Aug 2025
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Thanos is a young, up-and-coming underground rapper with more ego than money and a knack for stumbling into chaos. When he's made to perform in the small dingy club called Pentagon, he gets promised VIP lounge and free substances, but what he gets is beating and stolen pills, but maybe shit's not all that bad, because at least he gets to spend time with a particularly filthy-mouthed and endearing club promoter who seems to be in the same shits as him.
AKA Thanos becomes a regularly occurring artist at a trashy club, somehow keeps coming back, and maybe falls for Namgyu who doesn't make it easy for him
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09 Aug 2025