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   Put It All On The Line by Spruce_Goose

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   03 Jan 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Original Male Character(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Athena Grant
   • Bobby Nash
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Lena Bosko
   • Karen Wilson
   • Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV)
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Pain
   • Post-Tsunami (9-1-1)
   • Bullying
   • Betrayal
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Original Character(s)
   • Emotional Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

   Summary

   This story is on an indefinite hiatus.

   Buck knew returning to work after the lawsuit wouldn't be easy, but he didn't expect it to hurt so much. He's left behind, abandoned by his family, and alone—completely alone.

   The silence is suffocating, the looks are torture, and he can't do it anymore. He hurt the people he cared about and he could never forgive himself for that.

   Looking for a fresh start, Buck transfers out of the 118, but no matter how hard he tries, he just can't escape his past.

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   English

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   22/?

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