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    In 2017, David Hollander does not catch Shane making out with his rival on his silent retreat. Instead, Ilya Rozanov goes on to play his last season with the Boston Bears and to everyone's shock, signs with the Ottawa Centaurs. No one except for Shane Hollander, Rose Landry, and Hayden Pike knows why.

    In 2018, Ilya finds himself feeling more alone than ever, despite being on a brand new team and having a wonderful secret boyfriend only 2 hours away. His new coach suggests Ilya do something to help out the local community. David Hollander meets Ilya Rozanov under very different circumstances.

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    The pounding on the door is what jolts Shane awake. Instinctively he tries to jump to his feet and rush to get it, but a heavy weight around his torso and on top of his legs prevents him from moving. As consciousness slowly returns to him, breaking through the haze of his hangover—and possible still-drunken state—he realizes that he is being held by Rozanov.

    “Shane Hollander, open the door, now!”

    “Oh my god, oh my fucking god. Jesus fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fucking hell. That is my fucking mother.”

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    After getting drunk at the 2015 NHL Awards, Shane Hollander wakes up married to Ilya Rozanov

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    21 Oct 2026

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    Sets during the COVID-19 pandemic.

    Yuna Hollander is tired, cautious, and quietly prejudiced. Ilya Rozanov is sick, far from home, and far more fragile than she’s prepared for.

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    “It helped that most girls were just excited I was talking to them. A lot were hockey fans? It made it easier. Like I could just talk with them about hockey until I had to, you know...”

    Shane had fucked puck bunnies? Multiple?

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    Before he started dating Ilya, Shane hooked up with women to convince his team and himself that he was straight. Ilya finds out and has a lot of feelings on the subject. Then he makes a plan.

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    21 Oct 2026

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    “Boys, I appreciate the thought you’ve put into this so far,” Yuna said. “But there’s no way you're hiding this for ten years. It is going to leak. We need an actual reasonable plan for you to come out safely and be happy so you can do this on your own terms and not be miserable.”

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    The ten-year plan was never going to work. Fortunately, thanks to Yuna, Shane and Ilya now have a new and improved plan that could have them safe and happy in just a year or two's time. They just have to want it bad enough.

    Ottawa a year early. Support from friends and family. Therapy. Rebranded images. A more confident and secure Shane. A public friendship hard launch. A relationship soft launch.

    There's a lot to do. It's time to put in the work.

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    20 Oct 2026