YellowStarTears
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When you don’t understand something you become curious and that’s expected but when you don’t understand something so fundamental as attachment and the emotions that come with it you’re ostracized. Ivan learned that quick.
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04 May 2026
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When Ivan opened his eyes, he automatically knew three things. One, his name was Ivan. Two, he was a performing pet. Three, he was empty.
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Ivan wakes up again for the first time, a clone, but something is amiss.
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29 Apr 2026
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It's Valentine's Day, Ivan's birthday, but for some reason, no one seems to acknowledge that it was his birthday.
Perhaps that's how it usually goes when one turns eighteen as birthdays are childish in nature. And Ivan wasn't looking forward to Till's card at all. The tenth one.Bookmarked by YellowStarTears
29 Apr 2026
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He gazes into Ivan’s eyes and Ivan’s breath catches in his throat, for once. His Till doesn't at him like that. Like it means something. Ivan takes a step back but Till doesn't let him get very far. There's a bitter smile on his face.
"You died in front of me. I had to grieve you.”
Now Ivan understands what that look is. It's longing, missing. Till isn't trying to look away from him. He's trying to stop himself from looking.
“I lost you and then I had to continue like it didn't matter. Like I hadn't just– watched you die. Like the world hadn't ended.”
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Teen Ivan goes a decade into the future and meets Till but this Till is different and soft around the edges and Ivan finds himself confused how to deal with it.
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27 Apr 2026
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Names are a part of one's identity, but Ivan just wanted to erase his.
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26 Apr 2026