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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    A young man wearing nothing but bright pink sparkly boy shorts is kneeling over their patient with a finger pressed under his chin monitoring his pulse.

    “63 year old male, experienced a transient cardiac event. He was unconscious for about a minute before CPR brought him back. Probably an arrhythmia triggered by adrenaline.”

    Eddie nods and goes to move around the man to address the patient directly, when Ravi throws him completely out of step with a single word.

    “Buck?!”

    What? What?!

    “Ah, fuck.” Buck curses, “Of course they sent the 118.”

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    Eddie is working a rare rotation on B-shift and heard that A-shift had a rough week in his absence. He's looking forward to having Buck over later to make sure he's okay after a few bad losses on the job. He wasn't planning on running into him half naked, surrounded by terrifying kinky equipment, triaging someone who played a little too hard at one of LA's BDSM sex clubs. Eddie's about to go through a whole bunch of self-discoveries, not all of them kink related.

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    14 Aug 2025

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    In 2027, Buck takes a tumble and fall during a building fire and forgets three years of his life.

    He forgets that he and Tommy broke up. He forgets that Christopher is back from Texas, and already in high school. He forgets that he and Eddie got together, and are engaged to be married.

    He forgets Bobby’s dead.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    During Eddie's first shift with the 118, Buck feels threatened by the new alpha in the pack and he acts like a complete jerk.

    He assumes Eddie hates him after that.

    But for some reason, Eddie keeps showing up with courting presents.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    “I-I didn’t say time loop,” Buck says. “How’d you know it was a time loop?”

    Eddie laughs, and it’s electric, not the soft, gentle thing that lights up Buck’s insides, but something charged like a trip wire. “You said dreaming about living the same day, that’s a time loop.”

    “No,” Buck says. “I said dreaming something that happens the next day.”

    Eddie groans. “It doesn’t matter. I just knew where you were gonna go with it, and-and yeah, I’ve had weird dreams before. You probably just need a little more sleep – didn’t you say you’d been having trouble?”

    This is not what he needed. Usually, Eddie would ask a few calming, leading questions, and get him somewhere more stable, but this… it’s like Eddie’s ten steps ahead of him and Buck doesn’t know how to catch up.

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    Buck and Eddie get stuck in a time loop eight hundred miles apart.

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    05 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Eddie’s leaving for El Paso. Buck’s drowning himself in casual sex. Neither of them is handling it very well.

    AKA What if Meredith and Derek, but Buddie? “You don’t get to call me a whore” meets “Pick me, choose me, love me.”

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    10 Feb 2025