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    this must be catharsis by

    Fandoms: Smiling Friends (Cartoon 2020)  

    11 Nov 2025

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    Christmas Eve was last week. Pim's still dealing with the emotions from that day--and today, as the two of them huddle for warmth in their broken down work van, Charlie voices his own revelations.

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    Indulgence by

    Fandoms: Fight Club - All Media Types, Fight Club (1999)  

    28 Nov 2016

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    "I didn’t expect it the way it was given. I expected something rough, like the palms of Tyler’s hands, or forceful, like the way his fist collided with my stomach during that first fight. I expected something that was Tyler in every way I knew him, in and out."

    In which the Narrator is surprised, and Tyler is amused.

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    Undeserving by

    Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses  

    24 Aug 2019

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    “I’m sorry for not being at your side when you needed me most.”

    As ever, Byleth does not expect a reply from Dimitri. He can only hope that he can hear the honesty in his monotone voice. They sit in silence while Byleth runs his hands up and down Dimitri’s back.

    Dimitri clears his throat. Byleth’s movements stopped, as nearly did his breathing.
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    In which Byleth takes care of Dimitri as part of his usual routine, then is met with something unexpected from the prince.

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    New World by

    Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)  

    03 Jan 2025

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    What if, during Mingle, Gi-hun saw In-ho choke Player 343 instead of Jung-bae?

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    I Will Hold Your Hands To Stop Them From Shaking by

    Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV), The Dead Boy Detectives (DC Comics)  

    04 May 2024

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    “You don’t have to know how to dance”, Charles says, and he is so close that Edwin can make out the shadows each eyelash paints onto his face. If he had a breath still, the sight would take it. “I never learnt it either. Just move with the music, and I promise that if I spin you ‘round, I won’t drop you.”
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    It doesn't take Charles forever to figure out the rest.

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