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    John is looking for a fresh start at life. He begins his journey by getting a job at a small, family-owned Mexican restaurant called Escuella's.

    Finally, a man comes to the door. “Can I help you?” he asks through the glass. John fumbles over his words. “Oh, yeah. Name’s John. John Marston.” The man opens the door, leaning against the frame. His expression seems amused as he eyes John up and down. He’s slightly shorter than John, but the way the man was eyeballing him made John feel small and nervous. “Ah, yes. The convicted felon.” John feels his face heat up at that. Shame. “Come on, then.” The man beckons John to follow him inside.

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    03 Feb 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    He reckons he feels nearly as lost as John does, and twice as lonely.
    They've both lost the family they had in the gang, but John still has his actual family. John's got somethin' left to cling to, a woman and a son who love him, and what's Javier got left? Who's around to love him?
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    This is an alternate ending where Javier follows Arthur and John instead of Dutch at Beaver Hollow.
    It's intended to be read as a part two/alt ending to my other Jovier fic that's in this series, but can be read alone with the caveat that the relationship between John and Javier is many years established by now. And also very emotionally constipated and full of so many misunderstandings it's probably a world record. It's written in the same format with multiple POVs.
    Enjoy!

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    03 Feb 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    Arthur tells Charles he's dying. Charles proves him wrong. HEA.

    Somewhere between Explicit and Mature as always.

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    “I’m not saying you ain’t sick. But that doesn’t mean you’re contagious and it certainly doesn’t mean you’re dying. If there was something to catch, I would have caught it by now.”
    “Charles—”
    “You’re not dying, Arthur. You’re not.” He says each word short and slow, and absolutely certain. “You- are- not.” Speaks them into Arthur’s eyes. Into the universe. Like he can will them into being. And who’s to say he can’t? A woman in his mother’s tribe could make it rain.
    “Okay,” Arthur says, smiling. “Okay.”
    “You’ll get a second opinion?”
    “Yes.” A brush of Arthur’s lips on Charles’ knuckles and the meeting of eyes. “Yes, I will. For you, I will.”

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    02 Feb 2024

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    As far as dinner dates went, this was maybe not a textbook example of a good one. Yet, Charles found himself smiling and laughing with his new… family. It was a big concept to grasp. He was spending the night with a family that wanted him in it, wanted to share their traditions and time with him.

    Our lives are built around habits. Some of us try to break them, some of us embrace them, and some of us are trapped by them.

    Charles' crush on Arthur has turned into something more. They have been dating for a few months, and it's been going mostly well. Except, it seems like Arthur is not telling him everything about his life or family. In this story, Charles gets to know the mysterious family and - unfortunately or not - they get to know him as well.

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    19 Jan 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    All of these are different kinds of love, feel different in his heart, taste different on his tongue when he says it.

    His love for Javier is different, too.

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    A canon compliant Jovier tragedy with mild smut and not so mild angst. No happy endings here! mwah

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    10 Jan 2024