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Hosea 5:15
Then I will return to my lair until they have borne of their guilt and seek my face -- in their misery they will earnestly seek meWhen does the all-consuming guilt and shame fade? Or will it simply be digested?
When I see him, it lets the deepest pits of my sorrow emerge, eating away at my eyeballs and throat, to keep what is sacred as it is, and yet all I want is to consume and destroy. However, it would calm my mind if he wasn't so insistent on being called Gerard instead of Father...Bookmarked by ainzy
16 Sep 2025
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You paused, setting down the photo and staring at the wall. The computer, the photo, the car outside, something wasn’t right. As your brain scrambled to connect the dots, your head jerked to the left, your eyes locking onto the calendar your peripheral had picked up on earlier. Something told you it was important. You stepped toward it, ripped it off the wall, and flipped to the cover. '2002'
You wake up twenty years in the past, find yourself thrown into a version of your life you don’t remember living—fronting a band, navigating the early 2000s DIY scene, and surrounded by your idols that somehow know you as their friend. Even though this is everything you wanted in the present, your only goal is to jump right back into 2025 before you leave a mark that can't be erased. But as time has its way with you, and an awkward but charming Gerard Way finds himself always in your vicinity, you start to wonder what could be so bad about being here. But getting close to him means risking everything you know about the future—and the timeline you were never supposed to touch.
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10 Aug 2025
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When You Were Here Before, Couldn't Look You in the Eye by gerardsbest
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
31 Aug 2025
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"Whatever makes you happy. Whatever you want. You're so very special, I wish I was special."
ʚɞGerard's liked you for so long, he just wishes you liked him back, too.
But he knows you don't and he respects your boundaries, so he tries to move on.Even after the success of the band, he still thinks about you. Even as he has thousands of screaming, adoring fans, Gerard thinks about you.
Then, there's a show in Jersey. He gets drunk and stumbles to your old house.
Turns out, you still live there.
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19 Jul 2025
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“You’re still wearing the Order’s skin, Choir Girl. Just not their mask.”
You were trained to observe. To record. To never get too close.
But when containment becomes conversation, and conversation becomes confession, something inside you begins to unravel.
There's a subject behind the glass who sees too much. And maybe—just maybe—she wants to be seen.* adding tags as I go
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08 May 2025
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Devil's Playground by toxiella
Fandoms: Devil May Cry (Cartoon 2025), Devil May Cry (Gameverse)
21 Jun 2025
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In which a woman goes undercover as a stripper to infiltrate an underground demon club, and surprisingly, your bodyguard seems to be on the same mission as well.
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21 Apr 2025