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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    Maddie didn’t kill Doug in the woods when he attacked her. Instead, he was arrested and sent to prison for life. The same prison the 118 are called into to deal with the riot fires in s05e06 Brawl in Cell Block 9-1-1.

    Buck doesn’t get a good look at the second escapee in the ambulance until it’s far too late.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    A mission gone wrong leaves Anakin fighting for his life after being hit with a deadly Separatist toxin. As he slips into delirium, Obi-Wan, Rex, and Kix scramble to save him before it’s too late.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    “Chest pain is not a joke, Evan,” Tommy remarks, anger clear in his voice, though Evan knows well enough that it’s from panic more than he’s actually mad at him.

    “Didn’t say it was, Tom,” he rasps as his fiancé slides his jeans up his calves and then reaches for Evan's forearms to help him stand so that he can pull his pants back on.

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    Or, three years after being struck by lightning, Evan Buckley faces another side effect: an aortic aneurysm.

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    Bobby's death sends Buck into a flare-up from hell. That doesn't make it any easier to let anyone in. Now, he's spiraling physically and mentally, and his family is starting to worry about losing him too.

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    Eddie is watching Buck fall apart at the seams, guilt bubbling underneath his skin. He has a feeling this goes back farther than the funeral, farther than the lab, all the way to the day he shoved most of his belongings in a U-haul and drove to El Paso.

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    Buried in their grief, Buck and Eddie may be sharing a home, but there's still eight hundred miles of unshed emotion between them. And both of them are suffering because of it.

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    02 Oct 2025