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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Honestly, it’s stupid that Matt's never considered this doped up gay savant angle before.

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    In the winter Matt gets a tattoo of Jay's signature on his upper arm. “Cool, right?” He says, rolling his sleeve up. Jared zooms in on the tattoo silently. Owen looks nauseated. Matt smiles so big that he's scared his face is going to get stuck like that.

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    17 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Jay steals a wig. Matt makes him wear it.

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    For the first time, Jay has a real plan to leave and be a Normal Person. Matt's forced to use desperate measures to keep him around. Things get out of hand.
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    A fic exploring the dark side of their codependent relationship and Matt's overcontrolling inability to let Jay branch out vs Jay's desire to do other things. The fic is not meant to be anti-Matt! But he does do things here, like in the show, that are not particularly Morally Great. Jay's also not perfect but honestly his ability to do harm here is pretty limited by circumstance if nothing else.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Here”, Matt holds up the phone. No photo, caller ID Anne. “Um, your sister is calling you?”

    Jay sits back down on the couch, his brow furrows. Matt picks up the call, presses the speaker symbol and tosses the phone into Jay's lap who rushes to hold it up to his ear.

    “Hello?” Jay flinches as soon as the way too loud voice of his sister booms into his brain. He turns off speakerphone. Matt makes a displeased sound as he drops next to him.

    “Hey Annie, what's up?” They don't call each other, have more of a text-back-two-days-later-relationship.

    “Hi Jay, so you have to promise not to get mad.”

    Jay's little sister is getting married, so Matt and Jay pretend to be a couple. To get a show at the Rivoli, of course.
    Watch Nirvanna the Band try to navigate a fake relationship, confusing feelings, decades of repression, mommy issues, and becoming gay icons.

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    Nirvanna the Band the Show the Birdcage the Fanfic based on a movie based on another movie based on a play — official tagline: Come as you are.

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    06 Jun 2026