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Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.
And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.
Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.
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15 Mar 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
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13 Mar 2026
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One third Russian, Japanese, and English, Shane Hollander arrives at the Imperial Court with one goal: restore his family's fading merchant title. He navigates Winter Palace politics with calculated precision—offering counsel to nobles, infiltrating restricted kitchens, becoming indispensable.
When handmade pryaniki catch Tsar Ilya's attention, Shane expects negotiation. Instead, Ilya sees through every defense he's built, noticing his inexperience with men. Desire crackles between them, raw and consuming. But Shane refuses to surrender—not until his family's name is restored.
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11 Mar 2026
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series of fics about ilya & shane discovering & engaging in dom/sub dynamics.
should be read in chronological order, but can be read as standalones.warnings: references to homophobia, physical abuse and suicidal ideation,
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27 Feb 2026
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unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though
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18 Feb 2026