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“We all make mistakes. It’s what makes us human. And we’re bound to have regrets, that’s kind of what most hunters' lives are built on right? I guess the more important thing is just trying to live in a way that doesn’t leave you with any more.”
She’d said that to him once during one of their deeper conversations, laughing slightly, and then shrugging her shoulders like she knew it must sound stupid to him. And maybe at the time it did, some hippie crap he didn’t believe in. How was he supposed to live without creating any more regrets? For a hunter, especially one like him who had to make world altering decisions every other day to save the people he loves, that would be impossible. But the more he’s thought about it, the more he thinks he might see where she was coming from.
So that had become his mission recently: to live in a way that didn’t cause him anymore regrets.Pretty much just Team Free Will 2.0 + Eileen domestic fluff. Dean learning to deal with his regrets and improve his relationship with Cas while making/eating ice cream.
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my god this reminds me, of when we were young by anxious_procrastinator
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV)
14 Nov 2021
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The sword rested up against the side of the table, unassuming and small in comparison to the rest of the room. That didn’t stop him from shuddering suddenly and violently before stumbling slightly backwards.
Really he should be used to these reminders by now.
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my tears fall louder than the words I couldn’t say by anxious_procrastinator
Fandoms: Supernatural
10 Oct 2021
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the moments after cas is taken by the empty.
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For You, I would Get Beat to Smithereens by anxious_procrastinator
Fandoms: Supernatural
05 Jul 2021
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Dean and Cas have issues with trying to protect each other, and they have an argument about it.
Sam overhears.Told from Sam’s POV, just an idea that’s been bouncing around in my head for awhile
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John won’t leave Sherlock alone about the call, and apparently neither can his own brain.
I wrote this for an end of the year ELA fiction writing project, so let’s be clear that it sucks.
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Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.
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Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?
Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.
It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.
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- Part 1 of Cursed Metaphors
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02 Oct 2021
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Carry On, Carry On by Fen_Telban for tayitude
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2020), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Dec 2021
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“I just want to see my sister.” The voice behind him had a heavy Russian accent. The metallic click of a gun being cocked was unmistakable. She pressed the gun to the base of his head.“Drop the gun.” Sam. Bucky closed his eyes and sighed. “And we can talk about who you’re here to see.”
She didn’t immediately move but eventually, the muzzle dropped away from Bucky. He turned and faced her. His eyes dropped immediately to the dark, wet spot that covered her abdomen.
“Sam, she’s hurt.” Bucky moved forward. She stepped back. “We won’t hurt you. Hey, easy okay? We can help you.”
It hasn’t been an easy adjustment but Bucky is finally starting to feel at home at the Avengers compound, especially with Sam around. But just as he’s starting to feel settled, Yelena shows up unexpectedly and brings with her a new threat that they’ll need to face. Bucky will need to confront his past to protect the ones he loves.
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21 Jul 2021
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here everyone knows (you're the way to my heart) by temporar_yfix
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Aug 2021
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“So,” Sarah grins, all big and wide and mischievous. Like she always did when she was about to tell on Sam for something. “How long have you been in love with Bucky?”
(or: five times Sam gets exposed, and one time he gets with the program.)
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21 Jul 2021
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Nesting Behaviors by NonBinaryStars
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types
10 Aug 2022
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"See? You trumpet players are all the same: all flash, no cash."
He rolled his eyes. "Look who's talking, Yardbird."
Continued events of TFATWS Season 1 (Episodes 5-6) and a while after, from Sam Wilson's perspective.
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- Part 2 of Arterial Flyways
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20 Jul 2021
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“Brother dearest,” Hela purred, “What brings you to my realm?”
Loki glared.
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After the snap ft. Thor's goth siblings
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14 Jul 2021