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  1. Rec *

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    Dazai imagines himself forcing the limousine door open and throwing himself out into oncoming traffic.

    It might not kill him, but at least he’d miss the celebration. There would be punishment later, one that warranted a second hospital visit and left him hopped up on whatever cocktail of drugs would make him most obedient. He didn’t want that, but he thought of dragging himself into a ballroom full of people celebrating the murder of his only friend, plastering a smile across his face and flirting with whatever waitress would have him…

    He’s thankful he hadn’t eaten anything since the curry with Odasaku, because otherwise he’d have thrown it up.

    AKA: Mori throws a celebration to celebrate getting the Special Ability Permit. Dazai and Chuuya aren’t thrilled.

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    22 Dec 2022

  2. Rec *

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    Dazai meets with the other Agency members for an early morning meeting-- or so he believes. Really, they just want him to watch the sunrise.

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    Forget the lakes and rivers, the dirt or air— he wants to exist within the reds and pinks, to wrap himself with the oranges and yellows. He wants to breathe in the clouds and touch the sun rays as they finally crest over the edge. He wants to feel the warmth without the burn. He wants to have those colors reflect across his skin until he is inseparable from this wonder appearing before him.

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    In which the ADA is very soft with Dazai and he continues to be surprised by it

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    13 Nov 2022

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    THIS MADE ME FEEL THINGS HOLY SHIT???????? I CAN'T EVEN LIKE. WORDS DNT WORK RN HOLY SHIT THIS IS SOO

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    At the end of the day, all you're ever left with is yourself.
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    Dazai finally has a breakdown when his past starts to catch up with him.

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    01 Aug 2022

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    “So. You’ve caught me.” It rasps, low and broken but also dangerous. Its voice rumbles, travelling through the stone and up Wilbur’s legs. His knees shiver. There’s no hesitation, no pause. Confident. Sure.

    The guards tense, but Niki nods. “We have.” She says clearly, like it might not understand her, despite the fact it very clearly can. It’s a clever tactic that makes the person in question feel lesser or belittled, and only really works if they’re foreign.

    He guesses it counts as foreign.

    Its smile doesn’t dim, and even though Wilbur can’t see its eyes underneath thick strands of hair that have fallen over its face, he feels its gaze locked on him. “Very well.”

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    Or, Wilbur is lost, scared, and alone. He should have never signed up for this.

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    09 Jun 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    Tommy suggests that Wilbur should run for president, and it's a joke until it isn't. If they recruit some friends to commit a little bit of high treason in the process, well... American politics are confusing. Who can blame them?

    Or: the crack crimeboys presidential campaign AU you've all been waiting for. Featuring Quackity, our favorite slippery political rival, Tubbo, Wilbur’s very capable campaign manager, and Ranboo—who's just along for the ride, really.

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    08 Jun 2022