14 Works by ashmoon
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Everything in Jimin’s life felt like a chaos for a while.
Things kept moving forward on the outside, but deep down, she felt something was off— like there was something different she couldn't name.
All she wanted was for everything to stop, just for a moment—for the world to pause long enough for her to finally breathe.
Lately, the only thing she’d felt genuinely excited about, outside of her personal life, was the project she was working on for months.
So she hadn’t expected it—not on the very day she was heading into a meeting, heart pounding with anticipation, ready to present the project she had poured herself into for months.
Without warning, without explanation, without any notice period, they let her go.
Yes, something had stopped.
But the cruellest part was that the world didn’t stop with her. It kept spinning as if nothing had happened.
And now, she was left standing still—face to face with the heaviness she had been carrying all along.
Would she keep doing what she was good at, even if it no longer felt right?
Would she lose herself trying to prove her worth again?
Or would this break her open and reshape her into someone entirely new?
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Jimin is on a journey of healing, learning to reclaim her body and trust after years of trauma. As she opens herself up to Jungkook, the intimacy they share is filled with vulnerability and emotional safety.
But despite the connection, Jimin struggles with the stark difference between her past and the life she’s trying to build. The fear of truly accepting herself holds her back, making her question if she can ever fully feel at home in her own skin, if she will ever be like others.
Jungkook, patient and understanding, is her anchor. But Jimin must face the truth that only she can heal her wounds. As she navigates this emotional maze, she begins to understand that true intimacy isn’t just about trust in others—it’s about trusting herself first. That also stirs things in Jungkook and he is finally able to see the differences in him too.
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Accepting Winter to Thrive in Spring by ashmoon
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
12 Jun 2025
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Yeonjun felt like no one understood him, he felt the emptiness deeper each day, and he felt more and more lonely day by day, as if no one was seeing him for who he is.
One day, when he was able to gather his courage and look at his past, he remembered the most painful but at the same time the most beautiful period of his life.
It was when he met Taehyun.
This gave him hope and he wanted to rewrite their stories, reality and dream didn't match but Yeonjun was sworn to fulfill his dreams.
Over time things started to shift, slowly but surely. He didn't know someone can understand him more than himself but he wasn't unhappy about it.
Thanks to him, Yeonjun began to see a perspective he had no clue of before but there was something bothering him inside.
Unfortunately, he didn't have the courage to admit it to himself, it felt easier to ignore the signs.
After all, he had the man he loved next to him, with Taehyun holding his hand, he didn't want to see the problems but still couldn't close his eyes fully.
And one day he faced the facts, even though he didn't want it.
So what was the price of realizing this, and who was going to pay the price?
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Jimin had spent so long living as someone he wasn’t that, somewhere along the way, he lost sight of who he truly was—if he ever knew at all.
The saddest part was realizing how much time he had wasted, more than he’d ever admitted to himself, until he met someone who lived unapologetically, someone unafraid to be seen.
Jungkook was so real, so grounded in his own skin, that when Jimin met him, it stirred something unsettling. For the first time, he felt the weight of his own performance—his carefully constructed self unraveling in the presence of someone who didn’t need a mask.
He began to wonder: was meeting someone so wholly themselves the beginning of something—an inception? Or would he retreat again into the safety of pretending?
And even then, was Jungkook truly what he appeared to be? Or was Jimin only seeing a version of him—one shaped by his own longing to be free?
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After being betrayed by someone he trusted, Jungkook gave up on the pleasures of life—numbing himself to anything that once brought him joy.
One night, he ends up in a bar, not knowing how he got there or what led him there. The next thing he remembers is waking up in a stranger’s home.
Except Jimin isn’t exactly a stranger—he’s someone Jungkook’s friends have been wanting him to meet for months.
Jungkook tries to dismiss the night as a blur, a mistake, a bad dream. But the truth he’s been running from refuses to stay buried.
And Jimin, with his quiet warmth, might be the one person who won’t let him hide from himself anymore.
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Jennie could endure countless trials and tribulations in her life, but the mere thought of Lisa being broken and shattered was unbearable to her. She was willing to go to any lengths, to undertake any challenge, because how could she ever fathom a life without Lisa when she had the opportunity to be with her?
Even if it meant severing ties with the one of the most cherished people in her life, Jennie found the strength within herself to endure it. She would confront the ugliest of situations, break down barriers, and overcome obstacles, knowing that at the end of the day, Jennie knew she would find solace in her true home, Lisa.
A home had always been a sanctuary, a place of stability and comfort. Jennie firmly believed that, given all the things she did for Lisa, their home would remain a safe place for both of them.
Through thick and thin, Jennie had faith that Lisa would be there for her, just as she had been for her.
Was she wrong to believe that?
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Jimin stayed.
Even when the warmth between them faded, and the silence grew heavy on his body. He asked gently, again and again, Are we okay? — but all he got were nods and empty words that felt like echoes, never truth.
Jungkook was there physically, but his soul had pulled away, hiding behind small acts and routine kindnesses that only made Jimin feel more lonely.
Work drained his energy, his light dimmed, yet Jimin held on, hoping Jungkook would meet him halfway. But love, he learned slowly, can’t survive on presence alone.
When the distance grew too wide, Jimin chose himself — a quiet act of self-preservation.
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Jungkook had always found it easier to run away and ignore things than to face them. It wasn’t that he lacked the strength—he actually had the courage to confront much more than he let on. But he often chose the easier path, believing that, no matter what, his hyungs would understand.
Maybe that made him selfish. Maybe it made him guilty. But so far, it had never been a real problem… right?
What he didn’t realize was that his hyungs were human too. Their patience wasn’t endless. And if he kept taking them for granted, he would lose them in the end.
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Sparkles in Your Eyes Light Up My Heart by ashmoon
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
30 May 2025
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Yeonjun is someone who believes that life becomes meaningful and beautiful as you give meaning to life.
That's why he also pays attention to improving himself in order to improve his quality of life.
Being with friends he values and trusts during this process also makes the process special but he has a friend who is more than just a friend, Kang Taehyun.
Even though Yeonjun doesn't know when he fell in love with him, he is aware that his feelings for him are very deep.
On the one hand, he wants to take a step towards him, but on the other hand, thinking that Taehyun will take a step back ties his hands.
Although he decides to hide his feelings at first, things get more difficult as he feels like a liar day by day, and when he cannot use his logic, things begin to happen he never expected.
Yeonjun doesn't know if things will get better or worse, but he still can't stop himself from reaching out to him.
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The Embodiment of Abstraction by ashmoon
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
27 May 2025
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Taehyun found himself embarking on a new journey even though it seemed like a repetition of the same existence.
The scenarios he created for himself were endless, but the life he lived seemed insignificant unless he could embrace his true self.
But who exactly was Taehyun? What were his true desires and passions? Was he capable of making his own choices and charting his own path in life?
The answers eluded him and left him confused and drifting. He felt as if he was drowning in the middle of the desert, desperately seeking salvation.
Would someone even come to save him from himself, was there any hope for him to achieve true freedom?
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After that period when her life was turned upside down, Lisa took a step toward building a life where she could fully be herself. The endless cycle of chaos in her soul was finally replaced by a peaceful silence.
In that silence, the only absence she felt was that there was no one beside her — or maybe there was, but she didn’t know it yet.
Perhaps what she hadn’t realized was that she needed to wait for the sunset, and that having someone by her side would make the view even more beautiful.
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- Part 2 of The Reality of the Illusion
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When Lisa realizes something isn’t right in her life, she knows deep down what she must do — face it.
But her fear of confronting the truth is so overwhelming that she chooses escape instead. She doesn’t yet understand that running away will only make her life harder, even if it delays the inevitable confrontation.
The harshest truth is that Lisa is, in fact, the architect of her own problems. She constantly sabotages herself by carrying unresolved wounds from her past into her future.
Every moment she fails to recognize this, she falls further behind—especially in relation to herself.
And yet, she remains unconcerned about being late to her own life and turns to Jennie. What Lisa doesn’t realize is that, at the end of the day, Jennie will always choose herself.
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- Part 1 of The Reality of the Illusion
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Yongsun’s life had settled into a quiet monotony. Days blurred together, and nothing sparked joy or excitement anymore.
But everything began to shift when the dreams started—vivid, persistent dreams of a girl she’d never met.
The line between reality and illusion grew thinner each night, until she found herself questioning what was real at all.
She didn’t even know if the girl truly existed outside her mind. Still, something in her ached to find her—because surely, dreaming of someone so often had to mean something.
Maybe she would find her. Maybe the real girl would be nothing like the one in her dreams.
And maybe that was the point.
Dreams didn’t come with explanations—but they came for a reason.
Even if she didn’t understand it yet.
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When Jimin falls in love for the first time, he believes that everything will be as described.
He thinks that if there is enough effort, love, everything will be alright.
But since the relationship is not a one-sided thing, he has ignored that if he does more to not lose that person, the balance will break down and there is a possibility of losing himself.
Maybe he took the risk.
But even though Jimin has lost everything, is his love enough to fix things?
Or even if it is enough, is this love a healthy love?
Probably not.
Although Jimin loves Jungkook very much, when he realizes that their relationship has become toxic, he decides to break up with him, but cannot get over him even after a long time, that is why he wrote everything he couldn't say to him to cope with the pain.
He even sent him those mails he wrote, although he convinced himself that he did not expect an answer, he waited for an answer every day.
After five years, he realized that there would be no answer and continued on his way alone.