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“He didn’t deserve to keep you.” Eddie whispers into his ear. “Fuck him for not telling you his intentions in the first place. Fuck him for not caring about what you love. And fuck him for never treating you the way you deserved.”
Buck lets out a singular sob, his fingers clutching the back of Eddie’s pink button up. “I don’t even know what I deserve anymore,” he whispers wetly.
"I do."
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Eddie’s breath hitches on the other end, not like a laugh, like something different. Sort of like pain. Buck feels one of the tears make its way in a line down to his chin.
“Bad thinking?” Eddie whispers. Like he understands, like the bad thinking has afflicted him recently too.
“Yeah, bad thinking, y’know, the uh…” he lets out a rough laugh, a spurt of an ugly thing, “the whole me being an unlovable, horrible, annoying burden who doesn’t deserve anything good and probably won’t ever get it.”
or: Buck can't sleep, but Eddie can't either.
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“Eds, we don’t have to unpack this stuff right now. We can take a break. We’re off for a few more days, let’s slow down, okay?”
Eddie grimaces. He moves quietly, pulling out a chair at the kitchen table like he doesn’t want to make any noise, doesn’t want to bother anyone. Buck’s heart aches for him.
Or: Buck lends his loft to Bobby and Athena after the fire, subsequently moving in with Eddie in the aftermath of Christopher leaving for Texas. Healing begins, emotions are felt, and codependency rears its sweet, sweet head.
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Jack is selfish.
Or maybe he’s not, but he definitely feels like he is.
He wants to be a good friend to Eric. He really does. But nowadays selfishness comes so easily to Jack; It’s like breathing.
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or: Jack is sick, and Eric takes care of him.
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i wonder if they bore it long (or did it just begin) by asimile
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Dec 2021
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Peter was still in awe of the two men in front of him. They were him, but not him, all at the same time. Now that the stakes were gone and the battle was over, he had time to just look at them. These two selfless guys, just sitting in front of him in his room. They had been through things, lost people, lived their lives similar to his. He scrubbed a hand over his face.
“Gah, that’s really-” he sighed, “that’s really nice of you. I don’t know, um. You guys can crash here since you need a place to stay. I can take the floor. Or something.”
Peter 2 drew his mouth in another tight line. “We’ll make it work. Thanks, kid.”
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gold in the seams of my hands by napricot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Cloak & Dagger (TV 2018)
13 May 2022
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Six months after the whole mess with the Flagsmashers, Bucky’s life is going pretty well, apart from the headaches. Sam is Captain America, Bucky’s his right-hand man both in the field and in the apartment they now share, and they’re slowly but surely working on getting the Avengers up and running again. For the first time in longer than Bucky can remember, he’s—well, not quite happy, but he’s content. Except for the goddamn headaches.
When Bucky’s headaches turn out to be something stranger and more serious than either he or Sam could have ever foreseen, their evolving partnership and the fledgling team they’re struggling to build are tested by a mission and a mystery that have painful roots in Sam's own recent history. If they're going to get through this, Bucky is going to have to accept a new power, Sam's going to need to learn what coming to the rescue looks like now that he's Cap, and they're both going to have to trust in a partnership that could become something more.
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no inhibitions, make no conditions by SymphonySoldier97, teenytinytomlinson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Oct 2025
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Eddie’s fingers find the button on his jeans, thumb swirling over it once to feel the grounding grooves there, never taking his eyes off Buck’s. A flick of his wrist, and the button is undone, zipper peeling apart next. Before Eddie can even manage to shove the fabric down, Buck is—
Holy shit, Buck is dropping to his knees in front of him.
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Eddie accidentally wishes his dick away. Buck is eager to help him get it back.
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05 Oct 2025
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Omega Eddie has promised himself to never be with an alpha, determined to suffer through his heats alone. But when his heat is getting out of control and the alpha he’s been trying so desperately not to want is right in his reach, he might break his promise.
Or the fuck or die repressed omega eddussy fic
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20 Sep 2025
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Long Lazy Morning(s) by Dira Sudis (dsudis) for Rubynye
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 May 2016
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"Samma! Good morning! I'm hungry, can we have breakfast?"
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16 Sep 2025
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HYDRA went back to the beginning with this project.
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No longer on indefinite hiatus but definitely on an extremely irregular posting schedule.Now complete!)Series
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16 Sep 2025