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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Once upon a time, there was Winter itself—flawless, endless, and untouched by sorrow. A figure carved from ice and perfection, admired but distant, powerful but hollow. It knew no warmth, no ache, no reason to change... until one night, a boy lost in the snow stumbled into its heart—and cracked it open with nothing but kindness, and the glow of a gentle smile.

    Years later, that boy, now a young man named Yuuri Katsuki, stands alone on a frozen beach in Sochi, crushed under the weight of grief and failure. After messing up his chances at the Grand Prix Final and losing his beloved dog, Vicchan, Yuuri runs to the sea, too ashamed to go home, convinced he’s wasted everything he once dreamed of becoming.

    A fairytale for those who believe winter is not only an ending, but the beginning of a love that defies even time—and who know that even the coldest hearts can be set on fire.

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    29 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Three years ago, while on a train back to Hasetsu, Katsuki Yuuri made himself a promise to not lose important things in life because of his anxiety and fear. And kept that promise, even when it felt like screaming into the void to a long-lost friend.

    Now, fifteen and about to start an incredible opportunity, he sat on a train from Geneva to Bern and felt like bursting with anxiety—what if his choice had been different? What if he had gone to America, trained in Detroit? Would he have taken Vicchan too? Would everything feel as big and monumental as it did now? As it started to get overwhelming, he remembered what his therapist told him: write it down.

    So he did. Not just to fill a page. Not to himself. But to someone special who once made the world feel a little less lonely.

    "I can be Yuuri, and still be your friend. Would you like that?"

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    23 Feb 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    They say never meet your heroes—because they might ruin the carefully curated pedestal you’ve put them on.

    Maybe they’ll shatter your illusions with a single offhand comment. Or, maybe—just maybe—they’ll offer you something so bafflingly tone-deaf that you’ll find yourself questioning every life choice that brought you to this moment. And maybe they’ll turn out to be alarmingly human, with quirks and flaws that make them real in ways you weren’t ready for.

    But then again, heroes have a funny way of surprising you, even when you think you’ve got them figured out. Whether that’s a good thing… well, that’s another story entirely.

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    04 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Yellowcard, Arctic Monkeys, and Neon Trees in one lineup? Can’t say no to that.” Beka didn’t even bother asking, just sent the flyer of the event like he already knew Yuri would come—like he already knew what he needed before he did. And he’d bought the tickets, making it impossible for Yuri, now twenty-one, to refuse. But it wasn’t just about the festival or escaping the realities of a global pandemic in 2021.

    This wasn’t just an invitation to the concert; it was something else entirely—a ticket to anywhere.

    Anywhere away from the noise in his head, the exhaustion pulling him down, and the unanswered questions hanging between him and Beka. After everything, after crossing lines in their friendship that felt blurred but not broken, he didn’t know where they would land. Maybe they’d crash and burn, or maybe they’d stay the same stuck in the maddening in-between.

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    21 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    As a teenager, Viktor’s life was filled with gifts—grand, beautiful, and yet hollow—unable to touch the ache for something deeper. What he truly longed for was the kind of love he gave so freely to his loyal poodle, Makkachin.

    Years later, on a quiet December night, amidst ribbons and laughter, Viktor learns that some wishes whispered to birthday candles don’t fade—they wait, growing quietly, until they come true in ways he never imagined.

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    25 Dec 2024