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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    you're torturing me with a beautiful face

    And yet his foolish, naive heart ached with longing; a painful sort of yearning for something, or someone.

    Every single day I wake up with a hollowness in my chest that feels as if I’ve been scraped clean inside. I know I don’t deserve to be loved, and nobody would ever try to love me because it’s too much work, and it’s rotten work, and nobody would ever want to waste their time on a hopeless case like me.

    Aventurine took in a shaky breath, blinking back tears.

    I know, I can’t ever be good enough for him, and he will never ever love me back, but please, could you please let me pretend that I am? Just for a minute, let me slip into those shoes, until the pain goes away, until I can breathe without it hurting again, until it stops hurting whenever I think about it.

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    20 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    Some people, as they grow, develop flower-shaped markings on their skin. These marks fill in with color when they meet their destined partner: their soulmate.

    Shinichi has wanted to find his soulmate since he was a child. Kaito tries not to think about his mark at all.

    A murder case brings the two of them together for the first time since Shinichi got his old life back.

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    05 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    Aventurine goes through the motions of daily life, of course. He wakes, he goes to work, he returns, he chats idly, he goes to bed.

    And Veritas watches him slowly drown, helpless to do much more than hold out his hand and wait for Aventurine to take it once again.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    When the man formerly known as Aventurine emerges from the temporary shadow of Nihility and wakes from the boundless dream, he knows only one place to go.

    Only one individual who actually gives a damn about him.

    Chasing after the flickering light of hope, Kakavasha finds his way back to Veritas Ratio.

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    26 Sep 2025

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    “Hiya!” The little girl beams back at him, giving him a wave. He waves back and, feeling awkward looking up at them both, clambers to his feet.

    She really looks a lot like Veritas—the same hair, the same eyes—the only difference being her much rounder features. She looks around seven or eight, which sticks out to him, considering Veritas doesn’t seem to be any older than his mid-twenties.

    “Didn’t expect to see you here,” Veritas says, looking a little suspicious.

    “I, uh, yeah, I live here.” Aventurine laughs nervously, gesturing to the door he’d been leaning against.

     

    Ratiorine slice-of-life/found family.

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    21 Sep 2025