bastardghoul
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He turns the word ‘want’ around in his head, quarantining it from everything else as best he can, singling out the steady tide of desire that’s been rising within him for the better part of the month. Does he want it? He would let Vander devour him whole if he asked, and then eat him in turn from the inside out.
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may or may not add more sometimes, depending on how long this old man yaoi fever grips me. era & rating in chapter titles, further warnings in chapter summary. contains s2 spoilers up front.
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A spade’s a spade, and a hook-up under the pretense of searching for Mothman is still a hook-up.
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10 Apr 2024
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Sebastian remembers, in technicolor detail, the moment he first saw Alex.
Nine years old, blinking out behind his mothers back at the boy with scraped knees and empty eyes. He remembers the lake-water stillness, the quiet stretching out before him.
This is a story about trauma and healing. About the collapse of the things we thought were true and the re-making of our realities in the image of something stronger.
This is a story about falling in love.
This is a story about re-building Rome.
(Or: a jock and a goth fall in love)
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20 May 2024
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The first night Marty gets Rust home and put to bed he whimpers like an old hound dog in his sleep, making these ripped-raw noises that well and gurgle up past his lips like fresh blood from the hole in his gut all over again. Doesn’t know he’s doing it, course not, but Marty lays there next to him in the dark—the man’s only got one bed, ain’t no shame in that—and has to wonder about the Vietnam-grade shit Rust’s got playing in living technicolor in his head.
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- Part 1 of What We've Got Verse
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06 Apr 2024
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Apollo dreams, and Midnighter remembers a few firsts.
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09 Feb 2024
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of flora and fauna by sanquines (wraithes) for bastardghoul
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
15 Aug 2023
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When the half-elf scouts ahead in the dead of night, he goes seeking reprieve from mounting terror that has become his fate. His lot in life becomes a bit more tolerable after he touches a flower he shouldn't have and is found in Halsin's capable hands.