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    Ravi's eyes flutter closed again, but he didn't tell him to go away, so Buck keeps talking. "I, uh, went viral."

    That does the trick, Ravi's eyes opening again, this time sparkling with curiosity. "Viral?"

    Buck hums. "On Reddit. I made a fake account and uh…" His hand comes up to scratch at his neck, that humiliation making a hasty return. It's not his finest moment. He winces, blurting his crime out. "Posted on relationship advice."

    Ravi's mouth drops open, and he sits up, his precious sleep long forgotten. "About Tommy?"

    "Yeah," Buck confirms grimly. "The last time I checked, there were almost fifteen hundred comments."

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    or: the one where Buck asks Reddit for help, gets really into fish, and tries, fails, and tries some more to get over Tommy.

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    27 Dec 2025

  2. Rec 79

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    Nine months out of the closet, Tommy gets a call from his ex-fiancée - who has a new boyfriend, and a baby that somehow belongs to him. It’s messy, unexpected, and maybe exactly what was always meant to be.

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    13 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 45

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    They arrive at the scene in record time and everyone springs into action. Chimney is beside Buck the minute he jumps out of the engine, keeping his attention away from the crash.

    “Maybe you should sit this one out, Buck.” He says, in a tone that’s more big brother than Captain.

    Buck frowns.

    “What? H-have I done something wrong?” Buck questions.

    “No! Of course not, it’s just…”

    “Cap! We need jaws, we can’t get into the car to help him.” Eddie’s voice cracks through the radio. Buck whips his head around to face the scene, ready to take off running to help.

    That’s when he sees it.

    The license plate that makes his stomach churn.

    The pride flag fire engine that used to make his heart flip.

    The once shiny silver metal is now scratched and bent and contorted into a shape unimaginable.

    It’s Tommy’s car.

    aka another tommy NDE

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    19 Nov 2025

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    In the aftermath of Bobby, everything is in shambles and Buck has to claw his way back to himself.

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    22 Oct 2025

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    “Thanks,” Tommy says softly, taking the records. “Sorry.”

    “You keep saying that, but I don't know why,” Buck says, aiming for teasing and just sounding as concerned as he feels.

    Tommy's lips press together, and he blinks right before his eyes get shiny. “My father died last week.”

    Buck remembers the shocked, numb feeling that followed him for days after Bobby died. Weeks, really. But he knows Tommy had a complicated relationship with his dad, even though he rarely talked about it. Just like they rarely talked about anything.

    “I'm sorry,” he says, even though it feels insufficient. “Did you eat today?”

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    Buck runs into Tommy and helps him navigate the complications of grief and final arrangements.

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    14 Oct 2025