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all is lost and never found by beanzyx_x
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
10 Jul 2026
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A love that was so certain for another yet here you are, hoping the tides would carry your love to their feet, only to be fragmented by the gentle waves, dissipating your being into the vast ocean - cold, dark, and alone.
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You have a painful crush on Sanji. And unfortunately for you, it's kind of ruining your life.
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02 Feb 2026
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At 23, Iwaizumi Hajime got his dream job as an athletic trainer for a pro volleyball team and he was convinced that was more than enough. That was until he met Meian Shuugo, MSBY Coach, who is nearly twice his age and too fucking sexy for it. The attraction was very much mutual and over time Iwaizumi has come to realize a couple of things about Meian.
1. He's a freak in the sheets.
2. He likes to be humiliated and degraded.But Iwa's learned some things about himself, too.
1. He is also a freak in the sheets.
2. He likes humiliating Meian.So he takes every opportunity he can to do just that. And this happens to be one of those very opportunities.
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09 Jan 2026
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You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs) by OrphicMeliora
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
14 Jan 2026
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“Well,” he said, voice low, unreadable, almost teasing. “This is a surprise.”
You swallowed the knot in your throat and turned around, not because you wanted to face him—but because the weight of his presence demanded it.
“Not really,” you tried to sound breezy. Light. Detached. “I was just dropping something off—”
Click.
The sound of the lock sliding into place was too deliberate. Too calm.
Zayne shrugged off his lab coat. The stark white fabric fell in slow motion over the back of the chair, and then he rolled his shoulders—tight, tired, tense. You watched his fingers unbutton his cuffs, rolling up his sleeves slowly, with practiced ease.
Curtains drawn. Room dimming. Silence folding over itself.
“I sincerely hope,” he murmured as he walked toward you, past you, pulling each curtain shut until the room felt private, secretive—dangerous, “it’s not another envelope.”
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An arranged marriage built on silence unravels into a love loud enough to echo—where a repressed heart finally claims what was always his.
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20 Aug 2025
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08 Aug 2025
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A Duke's Silence by astarry_moon, zaynessbeloved
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
25 May 2025
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The Ton called him cold. Distant. Impossibly composed. The kind of man you should never try to love because he would never love you back.
You believed that, too. Until you didn’t.
You weren’t the type to be tamed. You were too bold, way too curious and too free-spirited for the quiet fate society carved for you. But when your path crossed with the enigmatic Duke of Ashbourne, everything began to unravel slowly—your expectations, your composure, and eventually, your heart.
He was a man no one understood—not even you, not at first. But behind the silence he carried was something raw and aching, something that burned just for you. And once you saw it, once you touched it, there was no turning back.
Together, you didn’t just defy society and its expectations—you rewrote them. One stolen glance at a time.
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- Part 2 of Regency Era AU