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    Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
    Mate, I can guarantee that absolutely no one would be lucky to have you.

    Lily @shanehollandersrealgf
    Ah, and Rozanov is better than me?

    Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya wants to thirst and brag about his boyfriend in public, so he finds a way to do so.

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    04 May 2026

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    Ilya feels like a zombie; he’s an approximation of something living.

    He knows what this is, of course. He isn’t stupid. He was just a child when he watched the life bleed out of his mama, long before she stopped breathing. He watched her sweet smiles grow hollow, and her kind eyes fall blank. He felt her slipping through his fingertips like grains of sand in an hourglass; her time was up before Ilya had truly even realised that it was running out.

    When he looks in the mirror, he sees her staring back at him: blond hair, and blue eyes, and an emptiness that kills.

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    02 May 2026

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    You know the drill.
    My version of the "Shane gets hurt during that one game and Ilya freaks out, outing them. Then fluff and hospital cuddles follow" trope.

    Read if you like a lowk serious scene transitioning into more than a little crack treated seriously :)

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    02 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Kip didn’t wake up, because waking up implied that at some point during the night, he had actually managed to fall asleep.

    Instead, he just lay there as the pale, unforgiving gray of Saturday morning crept through the blinds of his childhood bedroom in Queens. His eyes burned, feeling like they were coated in crushed glass, and his chest possessed a tight, hollow ache that made drawing a full breath feel like a monumental task.

    He rolled over, the springs of his old mattress groaning in the quiet apartment, and his gaze landed on the desk chair.

    The suit was draped over the back of it. It looked out of place in his cramped, messy room—too sharp, too expensive, too imbued with the scent of Manhattan and expensive cologne. Kip stared at the dark fabric, his vision blurring.

    Or:
    Kip's view on what happened during the break.

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    02 May 2026

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    Now that they've locked it down, they're learning just how low everyone's opinions are of their respective husband. They've got to face loving each other and healing when there's no one else to turn to.

    AKA, Ilya stop throwing punches every time someone insults your husband. Shane stop trying to blow people up with your mind.

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    02 May 2026